We were up early the next morning, as we had to pack for the next 4 weeks on the road with the summertour and radio promo for the new single. There were a knock on the door, I´ll get it Ast said running downstairs, he soon got back up carrying a package with the FEK logo on, here open this he grinned handing it to me, in it there were a new snapback for Ast, a black vest top, navy t-shirt and hoodie for me, finally I grinned putting the snapback on Ast´s head, mmh told you I would get you your own stuff he smiled giving me a tender kiss, about time I grinned, love you too he teased, love you too silly I said wrapping my arms around him taking the snapback off him and putting it on myself, oiii give me that, you look silly he grinned tickling me, mmh I´ll show you what looked silly on me I pouted going into my room finding my photo album, I got back into the bedroom sitting on the bed, come here sexy I said, Ast sat down beside me, I found the pic of me with curls, this I said showing it to him, ohh he said trying not to laugh at me looking silly with long hair and wild curls, that ….didn´t …look …bad he grinned falling over with laughter, you´re soo cheeky I said laying down beside him, you could have used a snapback back then covering it up a bit he grinned before exploding with laughter again, oiii enough now I grinned punching him so he fell down from the bed, sorry babe he grinned getting back up, love you really he said pulling me up from the bed wrapping his arms around me and giving me a passionate kiss, mmh love you too sexy, so you agree on no more long hair and curls for me now? I asked, yeah, if you don´t want to you shouldn´t he said giving me another kiss, but can I get long hair and curls he grinned looking cheekily at me, noo don´t you dare, that would look silly I said, yeah probably would, were only joking he said, know you were I said giving him a kiss. We got our last stuff packed and went downstairs to get some breakfast before the tour bus came.
Come on, the bus is there now Ast said, I put on my FEK hoodie and Ast grabbed both our suitcases. Hey you two the others greeted us, they were as usual soon busy with the Xbox, so I got my laptop out, going on youtube, what are you looking at Ast asked coming over sitting beside me, this I smiled showing him one of the fans videos of his proposal, aw that were such an amazing night he said, it was indeed sexy I smiled giving him a tender kiss, we were soon joined by the others, ohh here´s one from Newcastle I grinned clicking on it, damn the faces you were pulling as Mike shaved your hair off Marv grinned nudging Ast, we spent the next hour watching all sorts of old JLS stuff, it´s quite funny watching all that Reesh said, yeah lot of great memories I agreed.
Hey guys Richard and Graham said coming up, hey what´s up Marv asked, I´ve just had a call from Danish police Richard said, I could see fear instantly fill Ast´s face, what did they want Marv asked, Sarah has escaped during a hospital visit, but how? JB asked, we don´t know, but they´re doing everything they can to catch her before she gets out of the country, I´m so sorry to have to break this news to you Ast, but didn´t think it was fair keeping it from you guys Richard said before going down again, don´t worry, I´m sure they´ll catch her soon, but there´ll of course be more security around you guys until then Graham said, thanks for telling us Marv said. She´ll get me Ast whispered, shh no she won´t I said caressing his cheek, I think I´m going in to lay down he said getting up heading for the bunks. I don´t like his reaction JB said, me either maybe they should have kept it for themselves Reesh said, no, he would just have wondered about the extra security then and have found out that way Marv said, I´ll go in and check on him I said. I found him laying facing the wall, I could hear he were sobbing, I laid down beside him caressing his back, it took a while before he turned around facing me, hey I said caressing his cheek, I´m scared he whispered, I know you are, but nothing is gonna happen, she´ll be caught and get a longer sentence now I said, do you need to talk to your counsellor I asked, maybe that´s a good idea he said, good I said getting up, please stay here he said, I´ll be back, just gonna get Marv to contact the counsellor I said. Hey, how is he Marv asked when I got back, not good, will you contact his counsellor, make him come up to the hotel, of course, I´ll go down to Richard and Graham to tell them, is it that bad JB asked, yeah I sighed, I´ll go back to him now, ok Laura they said. Hey I said laying down beside Ast again, don´t ever leave me Ast said, I won´t do that, she´ll not tear us apart I said giving him a tender kiss, I love you Ast, love you too he said, I really thought that I had lost you after I cheated on you, shh we´ve put that behind us now ok? I said stroking his cheek with my thumb, now get some rest, ok babe he said giving me a tender kiss, we cuddled up and I stayed until he were fast asleep.
Graham and Richard had got up too when I came back to the lounge area, how is he Graham asked, well he´s asleep now I said, but not good, but I think it were right to tell him, he would have gone mad if he had found out you had kept it from him, I think you´re right about that Laura Marv said. Well until she´s caught Ast will only be doing the shows, no interviews or meet´n´greets Richard said, he won´t be too happy about that I said, maybe not, but he´s fragile still, he don´t need another breakdown, we´ve already put a statement on Twitter he said. We got to the hotel and I went to wake Ast up, come on, we´re here now I said, alright, do you think the fans will go mad at me not going to greet them, am not up for it he said, maybe, but they need to understand you, it´s not you being mean, Richard have already put a statement on Twitter I said hugging him, ok he said following me out of the bus, the fans screaming his name, right come on Graham said, let´s get you inside, the others will probably tell what´s going on, so they don´t get mad at you he said padding Ast on the shoulder, he just looked sad over at the fans and shaked his head, Graham followed us to our room, now listen Ast, don´t get mad now, but you´re only doing the shows, no interviews or meet´n´greets until she´s caught, alright he sighed, good, your counsellor will be here in an hour Graham said getting out of the room. Ast laid down at the bed and I just cuddled up to him, everything´s gonna be fine I said caressing his back. We fell asleep and woke up when there were a knock on the door, it were Richard coming up with the counsellor, right Ast I´ll be down in the lobby together with the others I said giving him a kiss, alright babe he said a tear falling, don´t worry it´s gonna be fine I said giving him a reassuring smile before I headed out leaving him with the counsellor.
After 1½ hour they got down, I´ll see you on Skype in two days the counsellor said to Ast, yeah he said. How are you now I asked getting up wrapping my arms around him, better, but it feels like starting all over again he sighed, aw it´s gonna be alright I said running my hand through his hair before pulling him in for a passionate kiss, you up for going out to eat Marv asked Ast, yeah Ast smiled, good meeting down here in an hour then. We got back up to our room, come here babe he smiled dragging me in for a tight hug, what should I do without you he smiled caressing my cheek, love you soo much he said his hand eagerly pulling my hoodie off, love you too gorgeous I said kissing him passionately, we soon ended up on the bed undressed just making out before it got more heated, needed that he smiled at me as we laid beside each other afterwards, best theraphy ever, sexy time with you he said, you can be soo naughty I said hugging him tight, hey little kicker he grinned as Lucca started to kick, I laid down on my back, try and look I said, think that´s a foot I grinned, oh he´s trying to kick his way out Ast grinned, bit early for that little man he said kissing my stomach, I just smiled at him. We eventually got up and got dressed, soon heading down to the lobby meeting the others, right Nandos here we come Reesh grinned, the van were held as close to the entrance as possible and Graham followed us, there were a few fans at Nandos, so the guys greeted them and had their pics taken with them, Graham constantly being close to Ast, that were alright Ast said, maybe you can greet the fans at the hotel tomorrow then I said giving his hand a squeeze, just as long as I have Graham right behind me Ast said, trust me, I will be Graham said padding him on the shoulder. We got our food ordered, oii Laura your stomach is moving JB said, yep, got a very powerful little kicker in there I grinned, I laid my hand on my stomach, oh feel this I said taking his hand, that’s a foot I grinned, amazing he said, yeah, I´ve seen it Ast said, maybe it´s a little footballer he smiled, or a breakdancer I grinned, it´s so funny to watch, Rochelle´s stomach goes all funny sometimes Marv said, only just started to be able to see it I smiled.
When we got back we just went to our room, I just wanna cuddle in bed Ast yawned, yeah well we have to be rested for tomorrows show, so that sounds like a good idea I said giving him a soft kiss. We undressed and got in bed, laying cuddling and making put for a bit, remember you always can talk to me Ast, don´t let it bottle up like last time I said looking him in the eyes, I won´t babe, got you around now, it were killing me being without you the three weeks, guess it were why I resorted to going out getting drunk that night he said with a huge sigh, aw as I said we´ve put that behind us now, everything is gonna be fine I said caressing his face, yeah it is he said giving me a tender kiss, night babe, night gorgeous I said giving him another kiss before cuddling up to him
