Foster + j.j.

xxxii.

*jack j*

"Hey," I whispered, sitting down next to her on the bed.

Nash sat on the end.

"How are you feeling?"

She breathed in slowly, "If you were in pain too, you'd want to die from exhaustion and pain."

"I'm sorry this happened to you," Nash piped in.

"Me too," she answered.

She wouldn't look me in the eyes. She looked every where else other than my eyes.

"Lyss, look at me," I took her hand gently in mine, she winced trying to pull her hand away.

I just let go of it.

"What did I do? Did I do something wrong?" I was getting nervous.

She closed her eyes and leaned back into the bed more. I could tell she was in so much pain right now, I could only imagine.

"Nash can you leave for a few?" She asked.

He nodded his head exiting the room. We stayed in silence for a few moments. I could feel the awkward tension between us.

"JJ," she whispered.

"I'm right here. You're going to be okay," my thumb caressed her cheek. "I'm here for you. I always will."

"I know," she whispered again.

Her green eyes finally met mine. I slowly moved the mask away from her mouth leaned down quickly before she had the time to react. Our lips connected for a few seconds and I can really tell Alyssa began to relax.

I pulled away and looked her in the eyes as she put the mask back on, "Now please tell me exactly what happened."

"Is it weird that I don't really remember?"

"Way do you mean you don't remember?"

"I-I don't remember what happened or how I even got here. All I remember is that I was watching-" she cut herself off and stayed silent.

"Watching what?"

"Can you bring Nash back in here? I want to talk to him."

"But you just sent him out if the room. You wanted to talk to me."

"But I want to talk to Nash now so please leave and send him in."

I could tell that she was getting frustrated and at its point so was I.

"Why can't you tell me?"

"Because you wouldn't understand."

"I'm the closest to you out of all of the guys here and you want to talk to Nash? You barely even know him. He barely even knows you."

"Want the truth fine. Your stupid music video. You were all over that girl. The girls you guys used in that video are obviously gorgeous and the ideal image if what a girl wants to look like. Skinny, big boobs, nice ass, nice clothing. You are sending out the wrong message to girls that idolize you and adore you. Including me. Now please send Nash in before I make up my mind to go home."

My heart stopped. I can feel tears falling down my cheeks.

Taking a long breathe I nodded my head and walked out of the room.

"Nash," I said my voice cracking as I walked in his direction.

"What's up? Oh woah what happened?"

"She wants to talk to you."

He nodded his head and went in the door.

As son as he was out of sight, I put my back against the wall and slid down it silently crying into my knees.

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