Finding Mr Wrong [COMPLETE!!!]Soon to be published under LIB

Chapter 34

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Chapter 34

Tanya

I was outside the operating room crying my heart out and praying to God that Andrew will be alright… It’s been 3 hours already and I’m getting really worried…

‘Oh please God, let him survive this.. please… I’ll do anything.. just let him live… Pease…’ I said in a little prayer…

I closed my eyes and held my head… This is so nerve wracking… I don’t know how much I can take this… I hate waiting like this! It’s driving me nuts!

Hindi ko napansin na may lumapit sa kin at hinawakan ang balikat ko…

When I looked up, it was Charlie and it looks like she’s been crying too…

“Charlie…..”

Niyakap ko sya… and my tears just kept running down my eyes… I was sobbing this time…

She didn’t say anything… she just let me cry…

Why? I kept asking myself….

Bakit si Andrew pa? We’re getting married… sana hindi ko na lang inaway yung holdaper… hindi sana nya akong tinangkang patayin… hindi sana nabaril si Andrew… I should have been the one lying there… I should have been the one not him… and it really breaks my heart… he took the bullet for me…

I feel so guilty… And it’s really crushing me… hindi ko ma-describe ang tindi ng sakit sa dibdib na nararamdaman ko… do I really have bad Karma around me? Nadadamay pa sa kamalasan ko ang mga taong mahal ko? Barely a year ago my Dad died… financially, we went down the drain, and my family suffered greatly… now, when I thought that the wheels are finally turning around.. then all this happened! Am I not meant to be happy?

“This is all my fault…” I said…

“Shhhh… don’t say that… “

“Ako dapat yun e… ako dapat ang nabaril… hindi sya… I shouldn’t have pissed off that good for nothing son of a bitch!! Hindi sana nag-aagaw buhay si Andrew ngayon… “

My heart is really tearing into pieces… It’ really crushing me… Iba ito sa naramdaman ko noong nag-aagaw buhay ang Daddy ko sa hospital… bakit parang mas masakit ito? Is it because I was looking forward to have a happy life with Andrew? Or is it because I feel so guilty? There are so many things that’s running around my mind…. Sumasakit na ang ulo ko… the more I think, the more I can see that maybe I’m really not meant to be happy… I’m really not meant to be with Andrew and he deserve someone better, someone who’s not fickle minded, someone who thinks first before acting… someone whose not aggressive and hot headed, someone whose not going to put him into trouble… someone like Clarisse??? OH Gosh!!!! I’m so confused right now… I don’t exactly know what I’m thinking!!!! Iniisip ko pa lang para naakong pinapatay.. ang sakit sakit sa dibdib…