Finding Mr Wrong [COMPLETE!!!]Soon to be published under LIB

Chapter 38

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Chapter 38

Tanya

I drowned myself at work for the next couple of days… Pero kahit na anong gawin ko.. hindi maalis sa isip ang mga nakita ko… I can fake happiness in front of the camera.. pero hindi ako nakatakas kay Angelie…

Pack-up na kami and it’s almost 2 in the morning… so late.. but it’s worth it… everybody’s satisfied with the shoot… At himala si Mother Reyna nag-stay hanggang matapos..

“So Mother… hindi ba tutubuan ka ng gabundok na eyebugs nyan… bakit hindi ka na lang kasi umuwi kanina.. I know you hate late shoots… sira na beauty sleep mo!“ I said teasingly…

“And let them ruin my beautiful clothes! No way!” He said but smiled.

“You know, Angelie can handle them.”

“I know.. but I don’t trust those other designers..” He said looking one designer in particular. I know that one is so jealous of Mother Reyna’s success. He’s sooo creepy…

“Well anyway… you have an interview tomorrow,, it’ll be in the afternoon so you can doze off the whole morning… binigay ko na kay Angelie yung isusuot mo bukas.. no show muna ako ha… alam mo naman na kailangan kong magpaganda.. hahahahaha!!!”

Natawa na lang kami sa change of mood ni Mother…

“Ummm Mother… when are we going back to Milan?”

“Have you seen your schedule lately my darling?”

I shook my head…

“well,, due to your overwhelming popularity… dumami ng dumami ang commitments mo!!! I’m so proud of you my darling!... baka matagalan pa tayo bumalik.. actually pinapunta ko na lang dito yung crew ng 1 photoshoot mo from Milan.. dahil sala-salabit na ang schedule mo… “

“What???!!! I thought we’re only going to stay for a week or two? How about my other shoots abroad?”

“That’s what’s good about the situation… they are willing to come to the Philippines to have your photoshoots! Ganyan ka ka-in-demand a… “

My face fell… waaa! Akala ko sandali lang kami… at yung chances na makaharap ko si Andrew ay napakalaki… waaaaa!! What if Makita ko na naman silang magkasama ni Clarisse… madudurog na naman ang puso ko… haaaaayyyy…

“What’s wrong honey? Are you tired? You want to have a vacation?”

“NO WAY!”

He laughed at my sudden outburst…

“Just fill up my schedule… mas maraming trabaho mas maganda..”

He looks at me sadly.. I think he understands what’s going on inside my head.

“Tanya, Tanya, Tanya, Tanya… you can’t run away forever… why don’t you talk to him.. kung kayo talagang dalawa, walang makakapigil sa inyo…Pero kung hindi.. you need a closure, so you can move on peacefully with your life… “

Silence…

“I don’t know mother.. I don’t know what to think anymore.. part of me wants to get him back and fight for him.. but part of me also wants to let him go, knowing that I’m not good for him… hindi ko alam kung anong mas matimbang… “