oddities | jeon jungkook fanfiction story

chapter nineteen

i managed to fall asleep, not being able to get the answers to any of my questions, wishing i would have kept myself awake enough to at least get some clarity.

i guess i'm too comfortable with the jungkook in which kept me company in the cold and empty hospital room.

he brought warmth to me, even though the room was freezing.

slowly opening my eyes, i looked beside me, no one there occupying that space, suddenly feeling lonely again.

and then a familiar chill ran through my spine.

i felt like i wasn't where i'm supposed to be.. like something wasn't right, my heart racing.

i'm not where i'm supposed to be.

the door opened, showing a very familiar man, sitting down beside me on the bed.

"hello baby," namjoon spoke, my heart dropping.

this has to be a joke, this has to be a dream.

i felt tears form in my eyes, "no.."

he looked at me, confusion taking place over his features.

i cannot do this, i cannot be dragged around everywhere. i'm no longer lost. i found the place i was supposed to be and this is far from it.

an overwhelming rush of emotions just ran through me like a storm. a disastrous storm.

"my friend jungkook is coming here today," he spoke, "i know you are out of it still, but he wanted to see my beautiful girlfriend."

namjoon smiled, brushing my hair from my face, placing it behind my ear.

not another jungkook. i need to go back.

why am i here? what is going on?

i don't wanna be here.

tears filled my eyes, falling down my face as i looked namjoon in the eyes, about ready to explode with emotions.

"i'm not supposed to be here," i muttered, not even taking into account that whatever i did could cause something horrible between realities.. again.

"i cannot see jungkook."

as those words left my lips namjoon looked surprised but also confused.

"what? why can't you-"

"please.. just stop.." i cut him off, my head pounding.

i don't know what to do. i don't know what i'm going to do if i have to see another jungkook. i cannot relive everything all over again.

it is like my life is a song looped to play over and over again. the same exact song with the same meaning, the same ending, the same beginning.

whilst thinking about all this i had finally realized something... namjoon doesn't have his tattoos or piercings.

"baby it is okay," he spoke, shaking off my odd behavior, "you must have went through a lot huh?"

does this mean that the me from this reality i'm in right now is in my reality?

i'm gonna throw up.

"yeah.. i'm sorry," i responded, deciding to go with it since i really shouldn't tamper with this y/n's reality.

come on how did this hap-

wait.

what if there is a way that i am here without switching..

the only way would be that either the y/n from this reality is still in this one i'm in now.. or.. she's dead.

"what happened to me..?" i asked, hoping that his answer with help me understand what is going on.