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Oneshot #23

Sorry for the sad oneshot. I’m not feeling happy, so I honestly just can’t fake writing happy shit lmao
 
Chase pov
It was right person wrong time, not only did I lose the person I loved the most, but I lost my best friend. I lost my soulmate, all because of me. All because I let my feelings get to me, asking her out. Maybe, just maybe, jf I wouldn’t have made that one mistake, we would still be best friends now. Texting each other, laughing together, talking about the most stupidest things, God I miss her. I still look at our photos together, getting butterflies in my stomach seeing her face. I wish she was here, she would always know how to make me feel better, how to heal my broken heart, but what sucks, is this time she is the cause of my broken heart. Laying in my bed, listening too “Best friend" By Rex Orange Country, singing the lyrics, knowing this song was one of our favourites I sigh, clicking off of my gallery app, switching to my Imessage.  I click the contact, knowing I didn’t have the energy nor able to change the contact name. I read over our messages, we we’re so happy, what happened?
 
Oh, I still wanna be your favourite boy
I wanna be the one that one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
 
Text her, is what half my mind says, but is it even worth it? Is what the other says, I stare at the well, debating, just do it, it’s not like she hates you or something? You broke up mutually, there’s no way she could hate you… right? No, she has to much love in her heart to hate anyone. I click the typing box, thinking about what I should say. Just start off with a greeting message, like hello, yeah that’s good.
 
                     My favourite girl💕
 
                        Today 3:30 pm
 
                                                            Hello
                                                    Delivered
 
She’s not going to respond. I sigh, staring at the delivered on my bright screen. I then watch the delivered turn to seen, I start to panic, what Is she going to say? How is she going to react?
 
                      My favourite girl💕
 
                        Today 3:37 pm
 
                                                             Hello
Hi Chase!
 
How is she still so bubbly? Unless she’s moved on, or is hiding her feelings, either or I don’t like
 
                       My favourite girl💕
 
                        Today 3:37 pm
 
                                                               Hello
 
Hi Chase!
 
                        I just wanted to apologize
 
For what?
Chase please don’t say your blaming yourself
 
The thing is, I am. I’ve blamed myself everyday questioning what I’ve done wrong, what I could’ve done to salvage our relationship, but obviously I don’t want to tell her that, because then she’ll feel bad
 
                     My favourite girl💕
 
                        Today 3:37 pm
 
                                                         Hello
 
Hi Chase!
 
                         I just wanted to apologize
 
For what?
Chase please don’t say your blaming yourself
 
                                         I’ve just felt bad
 
Hey it’s okay, I’ve been feeling bad too. But it’s none of out faults, and if it’s okay with you, I’d love to be friends with you. Tbh I’ve missed you
 
 She’s missed me, she wants to be friends. All I want is for her to be in my life again, whether that’s in a relationship, or just friends. As much as I’d love to be in a relationship with her again
 
                   My favourite girl💕
 
                        Today 3:37 pm
 
                                                           Hello
 
Hi Chase!
 
                        I just wanted to apologize
 
For what?
Chase please don’t say your blaming yourself
 
                                         I’ve just felt bad
 
Hey it’s okay, I’ve been feeling bad too. But it’s none of out faults, and if it’s okay with you, I’d love to be friends with you. Tbh I’ve missed you
 
                  I’ve missed you too Char, and I’d love to be friends with you
                                         Question though
 
Mhm!
 
        Have you changed your contact for me?
 
Do you want me to be honest?
 
                                                            Yeah
Nope🙃
 
                                      I haven’t either lol  Sorry I probably made things awkward
 
No no! How about we start over, you know, like those movies where they reintroduce themselves
 
                               I’d absolutely love that
 
Okay! So from here and out, we forget everything, all the stuff that happened, didn’t happen at all
 
                                                       Alright
 
Hello! I’m Charli Grace Damelio, you can call me Char for short, what’s your name kind sir?
 
                                               I can’t do this
 
Yes you can!! Come on
I’ll share my lucky charms with you if you do this
 
                                                 Okayyy fine
       Hi I’m Cole Chase Hudson, I go by Chase
                                                        There.
 
Are you busy?
 
                                                             No
I’m coming over, don’t say “oh no you don’t have to" because I’ll beat you with your pillow. I’m coming, no bits or buts about it🙃
 
                                    I won’t fight you, ty
Omw
She’s coming over to see me. She’s coming to see me!? I immediately get out of my bed, finding a random outfit to throw on. I get that on and realize my music’s still on repeat, I smile, turning it off. I lay in bed, my blanket up to my neck, and a smile on my face. I couldn’t help but smile at the thought of hugging her, feeling the small girls arms around me, feeling comforted.
 
                             Time skip
 
Charli pov:
I knock on the door, remembering the memories this front porch has, our first kiss was here, oh how much I miss those days.
 
Flashback (in third person pov, still connected to Charli's but told from third pov)
“thank you, for taking me out, I had a really fun time" “of course, I did too. We should do this again sometime soon" “I’d love that, next Tuesday is good for me?” “good for me too, same time" “great, bye Chasey” “Bye Char". She was just about to walk away from the porch before her hand was taken, pulling her back to him. They glare at each other, both knowing what they wanted to do, both knowing what was about to happen. “I’m so short, sorry" “it’s fine, now shut up and kiss me Damelio". With that, she soon reaches his height, leaning forward, their lips connected. The kiss was short, but it was everything and more that the two wanted. Their lips soon disconnect, smiling at each other. “we should do that another time too” “well if we’re going to do that again, why don’t you just make me yours?” “I like that idea better”. They connect again, this time more slower, more feelings, more affectionate. They soon pulled apart, smiling once more. “I’ll text you" “and I’ll text you back". She pecks his lips, and with that she goes home
 
I’m then set in with reality, I sigh, knocking once more. The door finally answers, we pull each other in a huge hug, knowing we both really needed that. When we pull away, my hand connects to his, taking me inside. “hey" “Hi". I take off my shoes, following him up to his room. I sit on his bed, him sitting next to me. “I’ve really missed you Char" “I have to". I give a small smile, the nostalgic memories start to come. I blink a few times before they disappear, thank goodness. “You know, you’re an-" he pauses, taking a breath “outstanding person Charli” “if I am, then you are too" “thank you. I just- I miss you. You were, well still are, my safe person. You’re the only person who’s made me feel, happy, like, constantly. I was looking at our old meassges, I’ll admit, they made me sad. I miss when those texts made me happy. What did I do, for you to break off things” I don’t reply, I honestly don’t know why I broke off things. Hate had a lot to do with it I guess. “right person, wrong time. Hate had a lot to do with it, and if I’m being quite honest, I thought I wasn’t enough for you" “enough for me? Charli you were more then enough for me”. I didn’t know what to reply with, so I move in closer, pulling as into a hug. His head rests on my shoulder, soothing each other. “I think you’re my soulmate”. Our heads rise, staring into each others eyes. “I think you’re right”. I kiss his cheek softly. “I don’t want to lose you, please, don’t leave me" “I’m not leaving you, I’ll stay here” “you don’t have to-" “I want too". A smile appears on his lips, God do I love that smile. He yawns, he’s tired.  “Have you slept at all?” “no, have you?” “no, here, let’s take a nap" “I can pull out the pull out mat-" “no, I want to lay down with you" “okay, I kind of like that more anyway” I laugh, crawling into the blanket. He crawls in beside me, this reminds me of when we use to cuddle, I miss falling asleep in his arms. “you can uhm- hug me, I mean, if you want too". I don’t answer, I cuddle myself up next to him, he wraps his arms around me. “sleep tight Chase" “sleep well Charli”. I end up falling asleep, but before I did, I heard a soft “I love you".
 
Melia/Serenity talks:
😧. I hate this oneshot lol. I hate publishing sad oneshots, so I’m sorry for that. I am going to admit though, I’ve been struggling again mentally. I finally had the guts to try to get help, and my doctor basically shrugged me off, telling me I’m perfectly fine, when I can’t even sleep at night. I don’t know anymore, at this point I honestly just feel numb. It’s alright though, I just have to try to keep fighting… right? Right. Anyway this oneshot isn’t the part two to the last oneshot, that oneshot is coming out I don’t know when. I hope you guys enjoyed this oneshot as much as I liked writing it! Ily all and PEACE!
 
Word count: 1660
 
Chapter is edited.