Euphoria

19: This is how Love feels?

He was gone. Maya watched his figure fading. She smiled. Clutching her chest, she was in love with someone. And he loved her back.

Hyung. Jin Hyung
=> Jeon Jungkook, you snuck out again?

He chuckled. His Hyungs won't mind that their maknae has finally found the way back to her. She wasn't a Sasaeng. He knows. He believes. Plus, he made his company check on Kwon Areum and a few sasaengs that were listed. Maya wasn't on the list.
Good thing he didn't know that last night. Cause if he did, he wouldn't get totally drunk. He would get tipsy at most. Then he wouldn't stay back at Maya's. And neither would all these happen. What a luck!
He thought about a detailed apology and sincere message about his feelings. He thought of describing each emotion he feels right now. He compared his heartbeat to a new song. He compared the words of admiration at the back of his head to lyrics. He thought.

Areum sunk deep in her bed. Why wasn't Maya bugging her up? Doesn't she like her anymore? Why doesn't she?
Areum messed her hair. She isn't an idiot that she didn't notice Maya's childish crush. It honestly creeped her up. How can a girl fall for another? Ew!
She picked up her phone rolling her eyes. Maya means fame. Maya's best friend would get the same attention as her.

Hey Maya!

Areum.
I don't want to talk to you.

Why Maya?

Cause you are doing something really wrong!

Wrong?
What wrong?
Just because I'm not a lesbian like you, that doesn't mean I'm wrong!

Areum felt her ego bruised up. She was wrong? Never! Kwon Areum can never be wrong! Areum wasn't a pathetic lesbian like her.

Areum. You can't pick on me just because I'm different. I'm bisexual and there's nothing wrong with it. I have feelings l. And I am not ashamed.
Look at you picking on me! I was so wrong when I garnered feelings for you. I ignored the red flags and that's on me.
But for your kindest information, someone loves me for me. Someone out there waits for me. He didn't care about my sexuality when I told him I liked a girl as well. All he cared about wa sthat I loved him. He is such a pure soul. Unlike you Areum.
So you think I never saw how you stuck on me like a leech just for what? Just for popularity! I didn't point you out, cause I was in love with you.
Even if I wasn't in love with you, I would still not pick on you. Wanna know why? Cause you were my friend!
Goodbye Areum. It has been quite an experience talking to you. And thanks for help me sort out my sexuality.
Annyeong!

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Maya felt at ease. She has finally found a little peace. She sat on the windowsill, humming the tune he hummed all throughout. Thanks Areum. But her feelings are slowly going away.

Everyone was happy. Their maknae was smiling again. They could see the sincerity, the warmth in his eyes. He was wrong all along.
Jungkook was extra happy now. He was checking his tattoos. He would love to get another one. But he already was under a lot for getting these tattoos in the first place. And besides, the M in his hands can mean multiple things. It is a part ARMY, it can mean Min, it can stand for Maya.

"Jungkook, are you busy?"
Yoongi saw his dongsaeng slumped down in his bed. A smile on his lips. Yoongi was happy for Jungkook, but he was worried as well.
"No Hyung. Not at all."
Yoongi, quipped his lips, settling down on Jungkook's bed. He clasped his sweaty palms. He was always straight forward. But he didn't want to hurt his dongsaeng.
"Kook, you told me about this girl you think of as your muse. Maya. And then you told me about the Sasaeng thing. You were anxious about the security and had heard from HER that someone would try to sexualise you, Jimin and Taehyung in the fanmeet. Right?"
Jungkook nodded. His dimple flashing as his teeth sunk deep on his lips. The way Yoongi talked, he knew he was in trouble.
"Go on Hyung."
"Yeah, so, you know we are a NuGu Group. And you yourself thought that she was a Sasaeng. Big Hit just assured you that she wasn't on the sasaeng list..."
"So you think Maya is a Sasaeng?"
Jungkook clicked his tongue. Even tho he himself was afraid of being proved wrong. Maya couldn't possibly be a Sasaeng. Could she?
Yoongi nodded,
"I know it can come off as harsh, but falling in love with a Sasaeng is nothing but foolishness."
"Hyung I fully trust her. She isn't a Sasaeng. If she was a Sasaeng, I would've gotten a hint by now. I slept at her place that night, fully drunk out of my mind..."
"She could've done something to you and you wouldn't know that way, JK."
Yoongi had a point. But he didn't want to believe the obvious possibilities. He cocked his eyebrows,
"Hyung, why do you trust us?"
Jungkook had a point. Yoongi had acknowledged the point,
"But you guys are you guys. You just met Maya a few days back, didn't talk much..."
"Wrong. I talked with her on SNS."
He crossed his arms, smirking. Like a proud toddler. Yoongi chuckled,
"You can easily twist lies on SNS. Jungkook. It's okay to trust and love someone. Just know that you shouldn't trust someone unworthy of your love. Anyways, Jin Hyungie is taking us out on dinner. Dress up. Okay?"
"Okay."
Jungkook half heartedly said. He felt an ache in his heart. He had found the person he thinks is his soulmate after a lot. He won't let go of her, if she wants to hold on. What if it's toxic?

"Hey! I hope you've been doing good. Have your meals and don't forget to sleep well. If you don't feel like sleeping or have a nightmare knock me up. And here is something for you. Saranghae

Maya smiled, her heart warming up. She chuckled, his voice was honey. Sincerity pouring out of his voice message. Maya listened to him over and over again.
"Saranghae, my lover."
She mumbled dreamily, her gaze shifting towards the moon. The sofy wind carressing her body, hugging her knee as the other swinged out of the windowsill. This was how love felt like? The books were worth it