Euphoria

42: You're the sun that shines

"Thanks for the sunset videos."
Maya bit her bottom lip. His voice sounded so unusually formal. He was just fine last night. Was it because of the dream? What was wrong with the dream? They kissed and reassured each other. Maybe she was just thinking too much.
"Thanks."
"You sang my song."
"Yeah I did."
Maya's voice felt low. Jungkook knew he was messing up. But he just couldn't see her the same as before. He was just being briven by guilt.
"Can you sing it again..."
Jungkook paused. Pursing his lips. If a name makes her happy then be it,
"Angel?"
Maya giggled. He could already imagine. Her dimples poking out. Eyes formed into a crescent. Gums showing. She truly was an angel.

"Neoneun nae salme dasi tteun haetbit
Eorin sijeol nae kkumdeurui jaerim
Moreugesseoi gamjeongi mwonji
Hoksi yeogido kkumsok ingeonji
Kkumeun samagui pureun singiru
Nae an gipeun gosui a priori
Sumi makil deusi haengbokaejyeo
Jubyeoni jeomjeom deo tumyeong haejyeo"

Her voice was sweeter than honey. How his song felt surreal when in her voice. As if it was always meant for her.

Jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo
Kkumeul geonneoseo supul neomeoro
Seonmyeong haejineun geugoseuroga

Why was he hurting her? He loved her. His everything was about her. Then why was he feeling this sudden guilt and bitter emotions?

Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Close the door now
When I'm with you I'm in utopia

Euphoria. Ecstasy. Where are these damn feelings! She is her home. She is. She is her comfort zone. Was he denying it?

Mujigaecheoreom jiwojin kkumeul chaja hemaet eulkka
Unmyeong gateun heunhan malgwa dalla
Apeun neoui nunbichi nawa gateun goseul boneun geol
Won't you please stay in dreams

Dreams. The thing ruining him. Why was he so messed up? Why can't he draw a line between these two worlds? Why wa she hurting the pure thing between them just because he dreamt if a lie? Shouldn't the bitter feelings stay in that dream? Shouldn't the things made in dreams just stay there?

Jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo
Kkumeul geonneoseo supul neomeoro
Seonmyeong haejineun geugoseuroga
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Morae badagi gallajin daedo
Geu nugai segel heundeureodo
Jabeun son jeoldae nochi mara jwo
Jebal kkumeseo kkaeeonaji ma

She was built from pieces found only in dreams. She was that lover everyone just dreams about. She was meant to be dreamt about. Why was Jungkook hurting her? She was so pure and naive. She deserves the love.

Jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo (deullyeo)
Kkumeul geonneoseo supul neomeoro (jebal kkumeseo kkae eonaji ma)
Seonmyeonghaejineun geugoseuro ga
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Euphoria (euphoria, oh oh)
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah (hu hu)
Euphoria
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah (oooh)
Close the door now (door now)
When I'm with you, I'm in utopia

"I love you. You truly are the cause of my Euphoria. Angel. I love you."
He loves her. As if a hymn. He repeated it in his mind several times. As if reminding himself about their love.
Maya chuckled. Her heart warming up. She was constantly dodging her gut feeling. Of course he loves him.
"I love you too Gguk."

Neon nae hanappunin taeyang sesange ttak hana
Neol hyanghae pieotjiman nan jakku mokmalla

Namjoon's voice hit hard. His raps were just chef's kisses. Maya took in every bit of the song. What's a better way to do daily chores other than streaming to bops like this?
Jungkook looks so cute here. He's so young! Maya baltered around her house. The speakers loudly blasting BTS's great discography.
Maya looked so cute. Dancing to his songs. Maya had an 4D personality. Dancing in her own world. How could he hurt an angel like her? How can he even think of falling out of love? He can't fall out of love. He has tos tay in this relationship. He'd convince his heart eitherways.
"There's a reason I call you my Sunshine."
Jungkook's voice echping inside her mind. She swiftly turned around. Witnessing the male dressed in an oversized hoodie and jeans. With a bright smile on his face.
"I'm home, Angel."
Jungkook dropped the bag and slowly opened his shoes. Maya stood there flustered. It was his home as well. He wouldn't possibly stay in the dorm after disbandment. So they are thinking of moving in together. Jungkook back hugged Maya, almost squishing her,
"I'm sorry for morning. I was just stressed about tge same disbandment issue."
His voice tired and low. He tucked his face on the crook of Maya's neck. Maya softly patted his arms, that held her small waist,
"It's absolutely okay, Kookie."
Jungkook's heart felt heavier. Why couldn't he tell her the truth? Why was he lying? Why?
"But I wanna make it up to you. How about I take you out for a little date? Would that be an appropriate apology?"
"Gguk, your sorry works perfectly fine. Now, weren't you suppose to meet Bang PD-nim today?"
"Yeah, the meeting's scheduled on 3'o'clock. I got plenty of time for that. But I need a tiny help from you..."
Jungkook pulled her towards him. Till she was shifting in his lap. Her warmth hitting his cold skin. Comfortably sitting on the couch with Maya on his lap. He tucked her hair behind her hair,
"Can you help me with what dress I should wear to the meeting? I mean I could have asked my members. But since it's my last meeting before the end. I want it to have your touch."
Maya couldn't hid eher excitement. Jungkook loves her. There's no other possible reason that he would ask for her help.
Jungkook caressed her flushed cheeks. Maya had invested her everything in him. Maya loves her too much. Why can't he be just like her? A lover who knows nothing but love.