Then
At teenagers, you were my first love. Until one mistake shattered our future.
Now
I live in New York persuing my future as a nurse.
And there you were.
It's been four years and nothing has changed. I don't know how to forgive you and worse, i...
I was getting my math books out of my locker when I felt a presence beside me. It was the two girls. "Hi!" They say. "Hi" I say trying to be friendly. "There's a party at Noah's ' house this Saturday and we're just wondering if you want to come."""Um... ok sure" I reply not knowing what to say. "Great!" She says handing me a little piece of paper with an address on it. "See you there" She says then they both turn around and walk away. I stare at the paper and Ellie's comes up behind me. "What we're Olivia and Brittany saying to you" Ellie's asks. "Oh I got invited to a party at Noah's , are you going?"
"Oh, I didn't get invited." She sighs. "I'm sure you could still go with me." I tell her. "No it's okay" she says. I nod. "I probably won't even go anyways" I say scrunching up my paper. "You should go" Ellie's says. I shrug my shoulders and we start walking to math.
Saturday comes by and Ellie's helping me pick out an outfit. "Oh! I know, I know!" She says digging through my closet pulling out this.
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I nod and smile. She claps her hands excitedly and jumps up and down.
I make it to the party and have no one to talk to. I try to make myself look busy so I made a drink. Brittany comes into the kitchen where I am and says "y/n! Come over here with us" she takes my hand and pulls me into the living room where her, olivia, Noah and his two friends are. I sit down next to Brittany and I noticed Noah was staring at me. When we made eye contact he quickly looked away and drank his drink. We talk for a while until Olivia gets a beer bottle and puts it in the middle of the floor. "Spin the bottle!" I look up at her confused and I stand up. "I don't really want to pla-"
"Come on y/n just a few rounds" I sit back down in my seat praying that it doesn't land on me. After a few rounds, Brittany turns to me and says "your go y/n" I felt everyone staring at me. "What's the worst that's gonna happen" I say in my head to calm me down. "It's just a kiss..... my first kiss"
I spin the bottle and it lands on one of Noahs friends. "Ohhhh y/n and Bryce!" Bryce looks at me and scotches in closer to me. I hesitate and then quickly stand up. I tried to say something but nothing came out. I walked into the kitchen to get another drink..
