The Dare

Chapter 25

It's lunch and Noah isn't in.
Me and Ellie are trying to make the most out of today, at one point during lunch me and Ellie's started crying. Ellie's one of my most favourite people in the world. I can't believe I'm going to move hours and hours away from her. I don't know how I'm going to do it.

It's the end of the school day and I go to my locker. I open the door about to start packing my book but a note falls.

Y/n

It says on the top. I have a feeling it's from him. It's his handwriting.
I open each flap of the folded paper slowly, preparing myself.

Dear Y/n,
I'm sorry I didn't come in today, I couldn't do it. I couldn't watch you leave.
I don't know where to start.
I want to say how sorry I am, for everything. I hurt you, I hurt you so bad and I'm so sorry y/n I really am.

You will never know how much I would give up, to have you back in my life

Y/n I'm a mess, the last thing you need right now.. but this mess loves you endlessly.

I remember the day I fell in love with you. It was in that moment that I realised I'd never be the same and I don't think I ever will. I never understood why you looked at me like I was somehow worth more than the world. You made me feel like I was finally enough. Darling, I know that this is all my fault. If I could go back and change things, I promise you I would, but I know it doesn't matter. Your never coming back. But I will love you until the stars stop shining and the sun no longer rises in the sky.

Y/n, I know it's time for me to let you go, but i won't forget the precious memories, or the way that I loved you. I won't forget your smile and your comforting laugh. My heart will always cherish the beauty of love we once had.
We used to dream of our future together. We used to promise that we'd spend the rest of our lives falling in love with one another. And I meant every word that I spoke to you. You truly did mean the world to me, I hope you know that you still do.
So y/n, I will continue to remember you even when your gone. I will continue to love you until the day I die.
It's breaks my heart watching you leave, and I hope one day,
we meet again.
Goodbye y/n.

-yours truly,
Noah

I ran to the toilets and began to cry. I cry the most I've ever cried in my whole life. My hand trembled holding the piece of paper. But also holding it so tight reading it multiple times. I cry even harder not caring about who's in the stall.

"Y/n" I hear a voice say.
"It's Ellie"
I open my stall and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her squeezing her. She slides the notes out of my hands and reads it. There's nothing but silence and me sniffing echoing the toilets.
"Oh y/n" she says after reading it and holding me tight. She places her chin on top of my head. I could feel her head shake and her body starting to tremble. She crying too.

"Oh y/n" she says again, rubbing her thumb on my head.