Fox Class?

Chapter 36

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No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. This wasn't supposed to happen. He can't love me. He's not supposed to. I can't let him love me. How do I make it stop? How? If Shaide finds out...no he won't find out. I promised him that I would be the strongest fox, but I don't think I can be. I'm sorry Shaide. I'm so sorry. I won't be able to become the Spirit Fox you want me to be. I can't be the one to change the story. Darius was right to call me a coward, maybe that one thing that I inherited from my human father. Cowardice. That's also what killed Lujane. My whole family are cowards including me. I need to go home. It won't do Vincent any good if I stay here.

"Vincent," I say trying not to let fear show in my voice, "you have to let me go."

"No, because if I do, you're going to run away as far as you can get away from me. I won't let you go, never."

"Please, let me go. You don't know what you're meddling with. I can't let you get involved."

"I don't care, Ally. I love you."

"Stop Vincent. Stop these feelings."

"No, I won't."

"Please, I'm begging you to stop these feelings."

"No, I don't care. Nothing is going to stop me from loving you."

"You don't know that."

"Yes, I do. I know that I will love you no matter and nothing is going to stop that."

"No, you don't know that."

"Yes, I –"

"You don't! Why won't you listen to me?!" I shout in anger.

Without realising I had released a little bit of my Hellfire and it broke the vase holding the Hyacinths I brought over. Vincent releases me out of fright.

"I won't listen to you because I want to love you and because I want you to stop pushing me away." He says quietly trying to calm me down.

He reaches out trying to touch me.

"Don't touch me. You don't know anything. Vincent, please, just stop these feelings you have for me. It's dangerous."

"How is it dangerous to love another fox. If I hadn't figured out you were the cursed fox, I still would've loved you. I loved you before I found out you were the cursed fox anyways. What difference does it make now that I know? None, my feelings for you are still the same and you can't change it."

"I can't bear having you die," I whisper quietly, "no matter how much I want to be normal the people around me always remind me of who I am by killing themselves or getting hurt to the point where they haven't woken up. I can't let that happen to you Vincent."

"I won't die. I will never die, because I don't want to, not unless I have you in my arms and we're both dying together of old age." He says adamantly.

I look up to meet his eyes. My visions a little blurry from the tears welling in my eyes. How can I tell him the truth about me? The version they tell you in school is very one-sided. How can I show him? That's right, the cave. Just a little help from me and he'll be able to see what really happened. Maybe the hospital, too.

"I'll show you what happened all those years ago."