Calming The Storm

Chapter Twenty-seven

               Juice's Pov

"It's positive." I say.

"Not a word to anyone yet." She says.

I nod.

After a moment we walked out of the bathroom. Now we are laying in bed. I grabbed one of my old rings and took her hand and put it on her ring finger.

"No matter what happens, I'll always love you." I say.

"I love you." She says.

Later.

               Smoke's pov

Everyone is at the clubhouse. Opie and Lyla plan to get married. Then Clay looked to Juice and I.
He then whispered in there ear. I already know exactly what he told them. Plus everyone should know by now he and I are getting married. After the party, Juice wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm not ready for tomorrow." I say turning to face him.

"I know baby." He says.

"I don't want any of you locked back up." I say.

"I know. I don't wanna leave your side." He says.

"We need to pick names. I already  have one for a girl." I say.

"What's that?" He asks.

"Jaunita." I say.

He smiled and kissed me.

"Perfect." He says.

Later.

Juice don't want me to go with them.

"If I don't go they will think that something is up I have my bullet vest." I say.

"Fine. Your staying by me and no matter what you will not leave my side." He says.

I nod.

Later we are all back at the clubhouse. Jimmy is handed over to Stahl. What the hell?!

I look to Jax in tears.

"You ratted!" I scream at him.

Juice quickly kissed me and then I sank to the ground crying as he was cuffed.

"Mommy." I whisper as she crouches to me.

"Smoke take care of our baby!" Juice says as they are all put into the truck.

Later mom took me to her an Clay's house.

"Your pregnant?" She asks giving me a cup of tea.

"Yes. I haven't known for very long." I say.

"Did you and Juice talk about names?" She asks.

"For a girl Jaunita and for a boy Carter." I say.

She nodded.

Five months later.

I've been sending Juice pictures from each time I get a ultrasound. We're having a girl.

A month later.

Something isn't right. I've been staying with my mom and I'm going to her now.

"Mom can you take me to the hospital?" I ask.

"Is the baby coming?" She asks.

"I'm not sure but something don't feel right." I say.

We get to the hospital to find out that I'm miscarrying. I only have my mom and Tara with me. I feel shattered. A piece of me and Juice. Gone. Did I not do something right? Why did I have to loose our baby?

After.

We are still at the hospital and I called where the guys are. I have to tell him.

J-hey babe.
S-hey.
J-what's wrong?
S-i just miscarried Jaunita.

There was a silence.

S-I'm sorry.
J-baby it's not your fault. I'm sorry I wasn't there.
S-babe that ain't your fault.
J-I love you so much.
S-I love you.

After a moment we got off the phone.

Later. The guys are now out of jail. They spent fourteen months locked up. I'm here now waiting for them to walk out. I can't wait to see Juice. We have talked nonstop since I found out they we're coming home.