Chapter fourty-five

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                 Smoke's pov

I put my head in my hands and started crying. Tig and Happy start to rub my back.

"Sis whatever choice you make we are all here." Jax says.

"I just don't know what to do. I'm not even sure if he loves me like he used to anymore." I say crying more.

Happy then pulled me to his chest and held me tight.

Later

We are all talking to Grant. While talking I stay by Happy. After a moment we left.

Happy, Rat, and I went and got Gemma.

"If I say no?" She asks.

"You can say whatever you wanna say mom, just got to do it at the cabin." Happy and I say.

We all then left. We went to moms to get some things and then we went to the cabin. Nero came as well.

Later

We are at studio and got told what happened to Bobby.

"Smoke I don't want you alone any place." Jax says.

"Understood." I say.

I then pulled Jax aside.

"Jax, tell me what I should do." I say with tears in my eyes.

"About?" He asks.

"Juice. Should I really divorce him?" I ask.

"Have you really have thought into it?" He asks.

"I have for a while. Started thinking about it when he had OD at Diosa's." I say.

"I'll support you every step of the way." He says.

"I might need to sleep on it." I say.

Later

We left out and needed to talk with some people. Then start to shoot. I then gave a warning fire when Carl hit a kid.

"Go ahead. Hit him again." I say pissed and put my hand on my hip.

"Smoke." Jax says sternly.

After

"Juice put shit in motion." Chibs says.

I brushed it away. I know just what I have to do. When we went to Jury I pulled Happy aside.

"Hap." I say shakey.

"What is it darling?" He asks.

I took a deep breath.

"I'm gonna divorce Juice. I have this feeling." I say.

"You can't help a feeling." He says.

Later

"Are you sure you want to divorce him?" Happy asks.

"Yes. I've been thinking about it for a while." I say.

Next day

Happy, Tig, and Chibs came.

I already filed. He's gonna get the papers. I'm waiting to tell Jax.

Later

Happy hit Grant. He ran him and I off the road.

"Next time, I'm gonna put a bullet in your face." He says to him.

"Hap." I say.

I then grabbed his arm then we went to the cabin.

"You two okay?" Jax asks.

"Yeah." Happy and I say.

"Jax." I say.

"Yeah." He says.

"This morning I filed." I say.

"I'm here for you." He says.

"Me too." Happy says.

I nod.

Later we met with August.

Later Happy, Tig, and I are taking care of a body.

"What do we carry him in?" I ask.

"Sleeping bag." Jax says.

After a moment we left out leaving Jax.

After meeting back, we waited. Then got news that Bobby is dead. I'm crying my eyes out. Bobby was like another father to me. We went back to the cabin.

I'm holding Happy and he is holding me.

That night Happy, Tig, Montez, Rat and I bury Bobby.

Later

Happy and I wound up hooking up for the first time in years.

"I never stopped loving you." He says looking me in my eyes.

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