Eyes franticly searching through a million faces that start blending into one generic mix.. Everything is so unfamiliar, strange and new.. Pushing past countless bodies on their mission... Finally my tired out gaze falls onto a somewhat familiar face..
Utter disbelief washes over me as my feet carry me straight towards you.. Suddenly there's no one but us.. the hall is empty and it's just two souls that connected years ago, finally connecting in matter..
My hands fall on your shoulders and upon impact go separate ways embracing you in the tightest hug.. I take the deepest breath in, inhaling you and memorizing every bit of the moment... ''H!'' I scream into your shoulder still not being able to wrap my mind around what's happening..
''H we made it! I'm here! I'm here!'' I keep screaming pulling away only enough so that I can put my lips on yours and finally kiss you passionately after so many dreams and visions of this moment.. My hands uncontrollably run all over your chest, shoulders, hands, neck, face.. I don't know what I want more.. to talk to you with no glitches, pixels.. or explore everything we never could..
Getting in the car.. seeing you drive.. for the first time not telling you to slow down or drive safely.. just drive.. drive however you want baby.. I'm here.. My hand is on the gear knob with yours over mine.. not moving it.. not being uncomfortable..
You unlock and open the door of home for me.. You're showing me all the rooms and introduce me to where everything is but it's like I already know all these things I don't know.. I've been here but I haven't.. Walking up the stairs and seeing everything from this side of the screen feels like I'm living in your shoes.. experiencing everything through your eyes..
After a hot shower washing all the airports off my skin I feel like I'm finally 100% here.. And I know we're about 4-5 days away from first reality check punch so I just decide to use it best I can..
And you can clearly see the blinding light shining out of our window from the most colorful soul being created as the core of the Earth gets flooded by the notion I set years ago upon the deepest ocean that I know.. wishing the impossible.. wishing to know what life would be like if society did not exist at all.
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Diary Of Feelings
Non-FictionWe all have those moments when there's no one we could open up to and we need to get those feelings out of our system. I choose to write them here and some of you might see your not alone or even share your feelings with me.
