Dreams became my reality.. they scare me to the point of heavy breathing and terrified eyes with trembling hands searching for a shread of reality as soon as my eyes open..
My hands and legs became controlled by something I couldn't see. Every muscle in my body started hurting as soon as I tried to resist the force..
I called you, in my dream.. I called after you and you left because you thought I was joking. I felt so weak. As I tried screaming your name again I noticed that no sound left my mouth.. I knew I was trying hard to call you but not a tone was made. I yelled as hard as I could and you realized this was real. And that's where it ended.
I was terrified laying in my bed, searching for something real to touch to pull me out of this. That was the second time I had a dream like this.. I looked at the clock and noticed I was only 20 minutes in my sleep.. It was 5:30AM and I was way too scared to go back under.
My dreams have become so real lately.. at some point I can't tell if something is real or not real during my day.. I have to find something I will use to make sure in some moments if I'm dreaming or awake.
What scares me the most is that I may do something I wouldn't usually do while I think I'm asleep.. cause when I start lucid dreaming is when the real party starts. But I hope that these dreams stop occuring.. this was the second time and the first one was less scary cause I realized I was in a dream at one point.. But last night was a horror.
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Diary Of Feelings
Non-FictionWe all have those moments when there's no one we could open up to and we need to get those feelings out of our system. I choose to write them here and some of you might see your not alone or even share your feelings with me.
