Diary Of Feelings

Blue Feathers

"We met, and we talked, and it was epic...
But then the sun came up and reality set in "
Kind, understanding, selfless, brave... Some of the words to describe you... I don't know you, but you made me believe that there is someone good from where you come from.

But you also made me scared cause now a part of me doesn't want to get to know you better in fear that you will be just like the others.

I'm usually afraid a little no matter who I'm riding with.. But tonight... Fear became a stranger while I was in your hands. Cause for the first time ever I felt like we were in this together... Like you are no better than me.. Both volnerauble and mortal.

It felt like I could ride for days and not think about the possibility of getting hurt... While I can't say the same for others.

You were cold, sick, tired, but you made my wish come true... For no reason at all.. you could've declined.. I would.

But there you were.. there we were.. in the middle of nowhere, leaning from side to side.. I felt you shivering.. And every inch of me was telling me to tell you to go back.. But I knew you wouldn't and I couldn't.

I meant what I said.. One day we'll ride together on separate bikes.. After tonight it would be my honour to ride by your side.

You said something too.. You told me I was dangerous.. At first I didn't know what to think of it.. then I was told what meaning it most likely held but I will never truly know till it's given voice by you.

I just hope you don't forget me.. I don't want you to.. For the memories I hold are epic.