Damon... you were my Damon.. you were my best friend, and you were my brother, and you were my worst enemy... cause you were what I really wanted me to be..
We were never more than friends in a romantic way.. but all of my friends were jealous of you being pressent in my life.. they felt threatend by what you mean to me.. and some even hated you for that..
They knew they could never mean to me as much as you did.. but I did wrong by you..
I sweared to have loved you more than life but I almost ruined yours..
But in my dream.. I was sitting in a grey car.. the car was slowly strolling down a streat in my town.. I looked to my right and I saw a white car.. the car was moving parallel to the car I was in.. and I wanted to see who the driver was.. and I saw your face.. As our cars slowly got closer to each other I yelled to the driver to stop.. I rushed out of it and run to you.. and you did the same.. the warm embrace brought me to tears as I told you how much I've missed you.. I whispered into your shoulder how I loved you and I'm sorry and I begged for forgiveness.. I told you "I didn't want that and I wish you'd forget I was ever there.. I wish we could be strangers again so we can do it all over.." And I asked you to stay.. just stay.. in my life.. in this town.. in my embrace.. close to me..
But it was just a dream.. it was my mind making up a scenario as I was in the back seat of my coworkers car chilling after work and seeing a car just like yours driving next to us.. it was just me, once again, regretting for what I've done.. Damon
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Diary Of Feelings
SachbücherWe all have those moments when there's no one we could open up to and we need to get those feelings out of our system. I choose to write them here and some of you might see your not alone or even share your feelings with me.
