Everyone does it these days.. They lie, they hurt, they let you down and they judge..
I do it sometimes.. When I do I try to find the truth and then talk about my judgement.. Unlike others.. They say it to your face.. They say they trust you and what you're saying is the real truth and then they go behind your back and laught at you.. Call you a liar.. Fuck you up.
I can't forgive them.. And I can't forgive myself for trusting them.. I thought he was the best friend I'll ever have.. And he does such a thing.. Fuck..
And after all that .. After I promise myself to spit in his face when I see him .. After I pray to lord I never see him in this life or the next one he comes to my town? How stupid can one be?
He used to beat my best friend, he lied to me, he promised so much bullshit and he thinks he can just come back?
He's so up in the clouds and he needs to come down bullet quick.. I'll do my best to show him how unwelcome he is here.. How much he screwed up.. I can't believe it's the same guy who used to walk with me for hours, who used to solve all of my problems, who used to trust me..
Now he's just another scundrel.. Just like the rest of them..
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Diary Of Feelings
Non-FictionWe all have those moments when there's no one we could open up to and we need to get those feelings out of our system. I choose to write them here and some of you might see your not alone or even share your feelings with me.
