Lost Morals [DISCONTINUED]

#𝟭𝟴.𝟱| 𝗯𝗼𝗻𝘂𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿

yes, this is canonical to the story, but it takes place before this whole predicament.

i still feel bad for leaving for so long, hence here's a random story i thought of during my english essay lmaoo
(btw ignore the new style i'm just testing out whether i should stick to it)

⚠️TW⚠️
•genmui
•slight giyushino
•manga spoilers

edit: i'm so stupid i forgot that kyojuro is meant to die before the UM4/5 encounters, so let's just say akaza and kyojuro never met in this au, problem solved lol

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Muichiro's perspective

for the past few days, whenever i closed my eyes and fell into a deep slumber, i was always greeted by the same sentimental memories. killing uppermoon five, whose name i could not be bothered to remember, finally helped me regain the memories of my past.

these tended to repeat over and over throughout the months, some were peaceful with the calmer moments, others were filled with pain and deaths. overall, most were just of the sadder ones.

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Shinobu's perspective

Tokito-san has been really abnormal lately for him, or as the triplets would say 'un-Tokito-like". he is a strong, solid fighter, but lately, if you ask anyone to describe how he acts, they would be stumped.

the girls have been reporting constantly about him acting strange in his sleep, be it him shifting and sweating profusely in his sleep, or giggling and smiling. whenever he was recovering or had no missions and was bored with nothing to do, he would go bother others.

obvious, Iguro-san and Shinazugawa-san would just get immediately loose their temper and chase him off, and since Tokito-san seems to have a distaste for Tengen-san, he was 'safe'. on the other hand, Mitsuri-chan who actually enjoyed his company would be pulled away by her jealous simp, Iguro, and Himeijima-san is often living far away, always on dangerous missions, or helping Oyakata-sama with something the other hashiras were not told of. on the other hand, the liner Tomioka-san is uncaapable of bringing up engaging conversations with Tokito-san who would just get bored and disturb someone else. in the end, pretty much only Mitsuri-chan would take care of him when Iguro-san wasn't there or was in a good mood, and Himeijima-san also helped when he had time. Tomioka-san would only be willing to entertain him if i persuaded him to, but i still had to be present or they would start throwing hands.

whenever he came to me, i would feel bad for pushing him away especially since he was just a child, and judging by what nee-san would do, i let him follow me around, help me, or just do anything in my power to entertain the young boy.

oh, that's it, he's starting to act more childishly, which could be good and bad. for other children his age, acting like this is quite common, but in subtler amounts. but the issue is how strange it is for someone like Tokito-kun who is usually emotionless to act this way.

ignoring my thoughts, i stared back at the vile of toxic, purple mixture in my hand. i took a quick glance at Tokito-san who was starting to sweat even more, burying his head deeper into his pillow. earlier, i had laid a futon next to my bed for him to lay on in case he felt like dozing off. that was useful in buying me time to continue focusing on my medicines and poisons, as well as giving me a window of opportunity to take my intake of the mixture.