sex therapy || chanlix

#12 trust

; 'i do it, because i care for you.'

•:*✿.': ✿.︎-*✿.;.✿': ✿.︎-*✿.:•

felix's eyelashes weakly fluttered, his vision finding it hard to absorb how ethereal the blonde looked. especially up-close.

he could still feel his sputum having the aftertaste of chan's mixing with his own. everything about that kiss made his pupils submerge into depths of prolepsis.

but he wanted more.

so he leaned back in, tilting his head and having his fingers entangled with the blonde's mane to pull him closer. he re-adjusted on his lap, barely mewling into the kiss that had taken a racy turn.

chan got the signal as well, trying his hardest to not have the brunette squirm on his lap too much. but since he was already absorbed in chasing the younger's cavern, his arms could only loosely hang around the males petite waist.

pulling and slightly grinding was the most common movement they'd share whilst being in a needful kiss.

felix's desperation towards the blonde became unbearable, to the point where he accidentally grinded against chan's thigh and moaned into his mouth.

that alerted the older to pull away, gasping for air as the tension held between them tightened.

felix was left panting, with red coated cheeks and a gaze full of desirability, just eager on leaning into chan's touch.

he knew chan wasn't at his best state and was probably suffering with problems of his own, but he just couldn't keep it to himself. he needed the blonde to touch him or at least allow him to savor the blonde as much as he could.

"chan.." he breathed out, locking eyes with the blonde who stared deeply into his caramel orbs. "please.." although he didn't verbally state what he pleased, he knew chan would understand because his actions already made it clear.

the older nodded, slightly shifting the brunette around until he positioned him in a way that he could grind better on his thigh.

chan didn't know himself as to why he was letting felix use him, when he really wasn't in the mood. but at that time, all he could think about was felix. felix's desirability, felix's need, everything was about how much he cared for the younger. also taking in consideration that there might would've been a time where felix wasn't willing to help him, but he did. that was the time when they first learned, 'humping', after that session, chan was convinced he manipulated felix into it while felix was just the one to uphold guilt for its cause.

"t-touch my thighs.." felix requested, his voice low and whispered, internally hoping that chan could get the signal but since it was taking too long, he just admitted it with his rosy cheeks. "please."

chan took another deep inhale, hesitantly trailing his hands down the blonde's waist to his thighs, gently groping at the soft flesh.

felix whimpered at the sensation. all he craved was chan's touches and him to caress him like he always did. and now that he was finally feeling it, it sent an ounce of excitement brimming in his body.

with excitement squirming in his insides, he straddled chan's thigh, moving back and forth at the slowest pace he could.

he squealed, holding tighter around the blonde's neck while grinding on his thigh. his own thighs squeezed around chan's, the friction increasing at every grind.

his whimpers, gradually increased to whines, until he was moaning right into chan's ear without a care. he just couldn't keep quiet- the friction made him feel so pleasured, and chan's hands rubbing around his thighs made his breath sharp.