Still Exist [English]

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He's crying while his head is leaning on my shoulder, his hair tickles my neck but I can manage. I just comb his hair using my fingers, and let him out his emotions.

“ I love her so much, B. I gave all my heart, body, and soul. I gave all the things she wants. I understand her all the time. I was with her every time she had a problem. I supported her. I treat her as my princess— ”

I can't help but to cry too, silently. Not because he was crying, but because of the pain pierced in my heart. Cliché as they say, and yes, I am in love with my best friend who treats me as a sister only. I did all my best to make over, to realize him that I am a woman now, sadly he isn't.

Secretly loving him was the best all I can do than to break our friendship for almost 17 years. He may be not be mine, at least I'm with him everyday and I think I am contented in that way, but—

“... but after all she has done to me, I still love her. ”

But, why can't he see me?

Why can't he notice that I still, exist?

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