Nang magkaroon kami ng pagkakataong makawala sa pamilya ko ay nagpasya na kaming umalis ni Manilka. I assured them that I will cooperate with the police and give a statement regarding what happened 4 years ago. I'm so tired of dealing with this issue and being able to put an end to it is relieving. Sana, bago ako umalis ng bansa ay wala na akong maiiwang problema rito.
"Are you sure you want to go to the hospital? This isn't a perfect time to show yourself to his family." Bahagya akong nilingon ni Manilka sa kalagitnaan ng kaniyang pagmamaneho.
Isinandal ko ang aking ulo sa bintana. "I need to do something,"
"Should I be worried, baby?"
"No. Trust me, I'll behave this time."
Hindi na siya nagsalita pa. Nakatulala lamang ako habang nakatingin sa kalsadang nadadaanan namin. Sa tuwing pinipikit ko ang aking mga mata ay tanging imahe lamang ng bali-baling katawan ni Rainier ang nakikita ko. He's in a critical condition but I have a hunch that he's still gonna recover. He has to.
"By the way..."
"Hmm?"
Napalunok ako. May tiwala akong hindi gagawa si Manilka ng bagay na makakahadlang sa career ko. They're always been understanding when it comes to my job. If we have to reschedule our date just so it won't conflict with my schedule, they would gladly do so. Most of their friend's are also models so they already knew the consequences of dating one. I feel guilty that they're always the one who has to sacrifice for our relationship so whenever I have a free time, I'll take them to a fancy dinner or a vacation somewhere.
They won't try to stop me from leaving and grabbing this big break in New York. It's just me that doesn't want it to happen. Because once they agreed, there's no turning back. I have to put up with long distance relationship again.
"Do you have something you wanna tell me other than what happened tonight?"
Nasapo ko ang aking noo. Saktong nasa red light ang stop light kaya hindi ko na ito maipapagpaliban pa.
"Tumawag sa akin si Vic kanina," panimula ko. Tumango siya at umayos ng pagkakakupo para ipakitang interesado siya sa sasabihin ko. "A modeling agency in New York wants me to sign a contract for them for God knows how many years. It could me a year, or two, or five."
"Okay... So you're saying we have to move to the States?"
"Really? You want to move to the States with me?" gulat kong tanong.
Napahalakhak siya. Doon ko napagtanto na nagbibiro lamang siya.
"I would love to if only I don't have a job here. They won't let go of me that easily since I just started months ago."
Right. What choice do I have now? We're talking about my career and love life which are both important to me. Sa ayaw at gusto ko, kailangan kong isakripisyo ang isa.
"Choose your career for the meantime. You don't know when you'll find another offer like that again," kinuha niya ang aking kamay at pinagsalikop iyon. "I will always be here, supporting you all the way. I'll try to watch your shows even if you're on the other side the world."
"What if you find another girl while I'm away?"
"Are you serious, Guinevere Xitheria?" tumango ako. Tumawa siya ng malakas at napailing. "Kung gagawin ko man 'yan, dapat noon pa. I should've found a girl as a replacement when you dumped me, but I didn't, because I was too lethargic to flirt with every women that came in to my life 3 years ago. So I told to myself, Guia or nothing. Look where I am now."
I bit my lower lip. They're making my insides jump. God, I love them so much.
"So please... don't ever try to doubt my love for you again because I will only prove to you how much I love you instead."
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Serendipity (Dauntless Series #3)
RomanceBrokenness of one's soul creates a tough woman. Gone was the vulnerable girl who was once fooled by love. Guinevere thought her happiness will be forever felt. That's when she realized that life isn't fairy tales and such. Because of what happened t...
