Better Than Drugs - Dabi x Reader

Chapter 18

Y/N's POV

Coming down from Xanax makes me emotional. I'm still tired and I don't want to do anything from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I looked up at the ceiling and took in a deep breath. It didn't take me long to realize I was at Dabi's place.

I don't know what time it is, but Dabi wasn't in the room. I'm not sure if we slept in the same bed or if he slept somewhere else. The spot next to me was cold. I didn't want to be around anyone right now. I wanted to go back to sleep, but I would be more tired the next time I woke up.

The door opened and Toga's head peaked into the room. A smile grew on her face and she came over to me. She laid on top of me and gave me a hug as best as she could. I wrapped my arms around her and giggled.

"Good morning, Toga," I said.

"Morning? It's almost one o'clock."

Again? Man, I didn't know Xanax could knock you out this bad.

"Really? I'm sorry. I didn't know."

"It's okay," Toga said, sitting up. "What did you do last night?"

"Umm-"

"Toga. Leave her alone," Dabi said, barging into the room.

Toga rolled off of me and I sat up. Dabi came up to me with a plate of food and placed a cup of water on the nightstand. I grabbed the plate of food and saw there was jelly toast, scrambled eggs, and bacon. He gave me a fork and I slowly started eating. I wasn't that hungry. I didn't want to eat, but I'm sure Dabi wouldn't mind if I eat some of it.

"Do you remember what happened last night?" Dabi asked.

I put my fork down and tried to remember what happened last night. "You dropped me off. I picked up the stuff from Giran. I decided to buy a Xanax. I went into the living room and that's it."

"Do you remember me picking you up at two in the morning?"

I shook my head. Dabi pulled his hair back with his hand and looked over at Toga. She had a concerned look on her face as she looked at him. My hands started shaking and my thoughts started racing.

What happened last night? Did I do something wrong? What did Dabi see when he picked me up last night? What are they thinking about?

"Does Toga know what happened?" I asked.

"Yeah. I didn't tell anyone else what happened," Dabi said. "She kept bugging me about it."

"Can you tell me what happened already? You're making me nervous."

Dabi sat on the bed by my legs and cracked his knuckles. He seemed a little pissed about what he was going to tell me. I put the plate of food on the nightstand and prepared myself for what Dabi was going to tell me.

"A guy was on top of you in one of the bedrooms at the party. He was about to take advantage of you because you were high."

My face dropped. My body started shaking and I felt tears prick my eyes. I didn't want it to be true, but it would be hard to make up something like that. I wiped a tear that fell down my cheek and tried to control my breathing. I couldn't stop the flow of tears and everything crashed on me.

God, I hate coming down from this.

Toga hugged me and I hugged her back. Dabi didn't have a single emotion on his face. He looked a little mad, but it seemed like he was trying to suppress it. I pulled away from the hug and wiped my tears away.

"Did anything else happen?" I asked.

Dabi shook his head and I started playing with my fingers. I don't know why, but I have to play with my fingers to reassure myself. I proceeded to rub my hands, noticing how they started to get cold along with my feet.