Mahira's POV:
That, what happened, was super super awkward for me, what would he think of me now? He did lean forward as well though, but that's not reasonable enough. I might have just spoiled our month long friendship. And the thought was giving me chills, I didn't want to loose him, not at any cost, and even if I have to apologize 10 times for it, so be it. I felt so alone at that moment, I wish Sakshi Bhabhi was here. But there is one person I can talk to. Nush. I called her.
"Bhabhi, what are you doing?", I asked her as soon as she picked up.
"Virat has gone somewhere and vamika is playing, I'm just sitting with her. By the way how was your day?", She seemed so excited. What have you done mahira?.
"Bhabhi can you please come to my room.", I said and my voice broke at the end.
"What happened bachcha?", She asked in a concerned voice.
"Please come.", I said.
"Yes yes.", She said and within a minute she was there at my door. I couldn't control my tears on seeing her and burst out. She came to me and placed vamika on my bed and hugged me tightly. I was crying in her arms.
"What happened?" , She asked running her hands through my hair.
"Bhabhi I might have done a grave mistake.", I said and she wiped my tears with her hands.
"Relax. Relax. I'm here only, tell me araam se abhi relax.", She said caressing my cheeks and wiped my tears.
I did stop crying eventually and composed myself to talk to her.
"Bhabhi, you know we went out right?", I said and she nodded.
"We had such an amazing day, but pata nahi what came to me and we were about to kiss, I did back off at the right time but it got super awkward from there and he isn't talking to me since then. He must be thinking so low of me bhabhi, he is really important to me and I don't want to loose him.", I said and started crying again.
"Baby don't cry. Listen to me.", She said wiping my tears.
"See, did he say anything?", She said and I shook my head.
"Then how can you assume ki he is mad at you han? Just like you're feeling bad maybe he is also, don't worry so much.", She said wiping my tears.
"But bhabhi I've made things super awkward between us.", I told her.
"No, how will that happen? Can I ask you something?", She asked me and I nodded.
"Do you feel anything for him?", She asked me and damn, how did I never think about it before, do i?
"I don't know bhabhi.", I answered.
"Care to elaborate.", She said and it really made me think.
"Bhabhi I love spending time with him, talking to him, just being around him in general. I have never been in this situation before so I don't know what this feeling is called, but it's very strong and genuine enough that I know I don't want to loose him at any cost.", I said. This is the first time I have let myself think about it.
"Did he lean? Like to kiss you?", She asked me. I didn't even think about this.
"Yes. But I backed off on time.", I said.
"What if he feels for you Mahira? Have you ever thought about that?", She said and, how naive am I, i had never thought about this all ever, but I'm not gonna level up myself.
"I don't think so bhabhi, our lives are so different, he is a star, and I am just a normal girl, who got lucky and met you all. I don't even think he'll remember me once I stop working with bcci. He'll go back to his life and I'll go back to mine.", I explained her.
