My Lifeline - Jaywon Shortstories

Never have I ever

"So, you've never played that game?" asked Jake.
"Not really" replied Niki.

"It's easy, someone says "never have I ever", followed by something they have never done. If you have done it, you drink" explained Sunoo, who already had a bottle of wine in his hand.

"Wait, aren't you guys too young to play that?" asked Heeseung, catching the explanation as he passed by the kitchen.
"We're all adults now" replied Niki, annoyed his hyung never remembered his age.

"Yeah, adults" replied the oldest, laughing.
"Don't you want to play too?" asked Sunghoon, flirty smiling.

Heeseung's eyes crossed Sunghoon's and he changed expressions.
"Okay then" he finally replied.

The kitchen door opened once again, but this time, Jay got in.

"Are we playing that?" he asked, seeing all the members gathered around Sunoo pouring drinks.
"You're the one who suggested it hyung" said Jungwon, smirking at Jay.
"Oh boy" simply said Jay, sensing the drama coming.

They were all sitting around the dining table, their glasses in front of them.

"Who should start?" asked Jake.
"It's the one who suggested the game" instantly replied Jungwon, looking at Jay.

The latter sighed at first, but then smiled. They wanted him to start? He would start.

"Never have I ever..." he said, thinking about what he had never done. "Lied to my hyung."

"Hey, that's too easy, you only have one hyung!" replied Niki right away.
"Why? Did you lie to us?" asked Sunoo, enjoying Niki's hesitation.
"Don't act as you didn't" replied Niki, making Sunoo choke on his saliva.

In the end, the maknae took his glass and drank from it, followed by Jungwon, Sunoo and Sunghoon.

"Really?" asked Jake, looking at the drinkers.
"Moving on!" replied Sunoo, not letting Jake ask anything else.

The game continued with gentle questions for a round, until Niki's turn.

"You guys tried making me drink the whole turn, get ready for what's coming next" he said, a little tipsy. "Never have I ever had a crush on another member."
"Wait, so you have to drink too?" asked Sunoo without thinking first, and suddenly conscious that the others were now looking at him.
"Damn" whispered Niki. "I should have thought this through... Well, gotta drink now."

He drank from his glass and looked up to discover everyone was drinking too. The atmosphere got really silent for a second. No one was surprised at some members drinking, but one of them was quite jaw dropping.

"Oulala Jungwon had a cruuuuuush" sang Sunoo, elbowing the leader.

Jungwon instantly blushed. He thought he would pass unnoticed, as everyone had drank, but no.

There comes the teasings...

"The rejection prince has a heart after all!" added Niki, laughing.
"Can we know who it is?" asked Jake, perfectly already knowing the answer.

Jungwon had drank a bit during the first questions, which helped him feeling bad at that moment. He didn't want comments, he didn't want questions nor teasings.

"I don't like this" he said, as he got up and left.

"Did we... win the game?" asked Niki.
Sunoo just shook his head at the younger.

The silence was back, until Heeseung finally tapped Jay's shoulder.

"You're right, I'll go" whispered Jay.

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"Don't come in" said Jungwon out loud.
"It's me Won" replied Jay, on the other side of the door. "Please?"
"Okay" finally accepted Jungwon.

Jay got in the room and saw Jungwon laying on his bed. He was hugging a pillow, in which he had buried his face.

Jay got closer and sat next to the leader.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.
"What is there to talk about? I never share my feelings and when I do, I'm made fun of" he said.

His voice was muffled by the pillow, so Jay had to concentrate to understand every word.

"They're just a bit tipsy and surprised that you drank Won, they didn't mean harm" gently explained Jay. "They shouldn't have, yes, but hurting you wasn't on purpose."

"You think so?" replied Jungwon, finally revealing his face.

Jay instantly noticed puffy eyes and jumped a little closer. Knowing Jungwon had cried hurt him deeper than anything else.

"You know, I was next on the game" started Jay, looking at Jungwon with heart eyes.

Jungwon slightly frowned.

"Never have I ever" whispered Jay, diving into Jungwon's eyes. "Confessed my love for Yang Jungwon."

Jungwon's reaction happened quite fast. He threw the pillow he was holding on the floor and jumped to hug Jay, projecting the both of them on the bed.

Jay hugged him back, smiling the biggest smile ever.

Their faces were really close now, only a few centimeters separated them. Jungwon's eyes landed on Jay's lips, and for the thousandth time since they had debuted, they mesmerized him.

"Never have I ever kissed the most beautiful lips" he whispered, feeling Jay shiver under him. "But I am going to change that right now."

Jungwon leaned in and felt an electric shock run down his whole body. Maybe it was the wine, maybe it was years of unfulfilled desire, but the kiss started passionately. Jay kissed him back, securing Jungwon's position on top of him by wrapping his arms on his waist.

It seemed that the world had stopped around them when their tongues finally intertwined. There was nothing to think about, there was only this moment to be lived.

After the kiss, Jungwon looked at Jay smiling.

"Why did we wait so long to do this?" he asked.
"I don't know" replied Jay, smiling back. "But I think we have a lot to catch up on."

Jungwon unconsciously bit his lower lip hearing that.

"You're right" he whispered, as he started kissing Jay's neck, slowly moving on the side.

Jungwon's hand gently ran down on Jay's shirt, burning him from pleasure. It soon reached Jay's pants and unbuttoned it without any hesitation.

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Jay's head was laying on Jungwon's shoulder. He felt his hand on Jungwon's torso move up and down as the latter tried to catch his breath.
Jay closed his eyes and enjoyed being able to hear Jungwon's heart beating below him.

"Jay?" whispered Jungwon.
"Yes Wonie?" he replied, his eyes still closed.
"Thank you for suggesting that game" finally said Jungwon, pressing his lips on Jay's head.

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