❝ it's kinda gay in here ❞
~ a lot of the beginning chapters are really shitty.
~ lowercase intended (newer chapters won't be).
~ 100K TYSMMMMM!!!!
~ slow updates.
~ inaccurate interpretation of idols.
!! SIMPLY MADE FOR ENTERTAINMENT !!
GENRES...
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to say the least, subin felt like shit. he felt like complete and utter shit. now, of course, you must be wondering why. well, i'm here to tell you that.
basically, he had just had a massive argument with his two boyfriends, byungchan and sejun. he had been feeling a little bit left out lately and he decided to finally tell them after putting it off for quite a while now. but unfortunately, he had not gone in any way how he had hoped.
he hoped that they would have realised what they had done, and maybe apologise. but instead, they completely denied everything they had done and told subin that he was just being too needy and was wanting too much attention. they didn't even give him a chance to say anything else, since after they had said what they wanted to say they walked off.
subin had walked off to his own room, not wanting to be around anyone else at the moment, considering the three and their friends lived together. he knew that their friends had heard the argument, since they weren't particularly quiet, but he didn't really care at this point.
he really regretted ever telling the other two about how he was feeling. if he hadn't done that, they wouldn't be mad at him and the whole argument wouldn't of happened.
the one thing he was really hoping wouldn't happen was have them ignore him. he knew that they were not happy in the slightest after the argument, and he was really hoping that they would get over it and treat him as normal, but to be honest, he didn't really think that was going to happen unfortunately.
subin had been sat in his room for the past few hours. for sometime he was crying, then he was on his phone, then he had a nap, and then he cried again. he knew he should go out and see the others, but he was too scared to. what if his friends thought the same things his boyfriends did. he really hoped that wasn't the case.
the male let out a long sigh and calmed himself down before walking out of the room. he walked into the living room where he saw sejun and byungchan. they were sat there cuddling on the couch. the two looked up at him for a second, before completely ignoring him and turning back to the tv. they didn't even utter a word.
"well this is great..." subin whispered to himself, knowing that the one thing he didn't want to happen, happened. because of the argument, they were now going to just ignore him. he shook his head and let out another sigh before walking into the kitchen.
chan was sat at the dining table, leaning back on his chair with his feet on the table, listening to music with his eyes closed. seungsik was in the kitchen making food. when the older noticed the youngest there, he gave him a small smile.
subin thought for a few seconds before walking over to the older male, who stopped what he was doing and turned to him. "hyung... d-do you think i shouldn't have told them that i was feeling left out?"
