Eren Jaeger Oneshots Rewritten

You Have Nothing to be Sorry For

Suicide = $
Suicide attempts = #
Smut = *
Self-Harm = £

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Word Count – 1177

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Eren X Jean X Armin

Eren's eyes slowly blinked open and looked around, seeing the number of colossal titans surrounding him. How the hell did this happen? Looking around, all Eren could see were hundreds upon thousands of colossal titans surrounding him. Daring to look up, he saw his old squad mates plus many additions attempting to fight the titans he was surrounded by.

How does he stop this? This... This wasn't how he wanted to do this! He never wanted to kill people, so why did he allow himself to fall so far off the deep end? Why in the name of Founder Ymir did he let this happen? How did he let this happen?

"He's in here!" Armin's voice called, ricocheting off the bone walls surrounding him. That's when he noticed that he was properly human again, he wasn't just a head. "Eren!"

Hearing his best friend, the man turned around and felt his heart break when he saw the cuts decorating his face. Gently placing a hand on Armin's cheek, he traced the cuts as tears sprung to his eyes. He did this. He was the reason his best friend was injured in the first place. He needed to do better, be better.

"Hey, Eren, look at me," Armin murmured, placing his hands on the nineteen-year-old's cheeks to get him to look him in the eyes. "It's okay. I'm okay, yeah? We're gonna help you, alright? We just need you to work with us. Please." Eren nodded, pulling Armin into a hug. Armin gasped at first before hugging him back, nuzzling into his chest. Soon they pulled away just as Jean arrived.

"Eren, can you stop this?" Jean asked, noticing how he wouldn't look either of them in their eyes. "Eren?"

"I-I can't stop it. I'm sorry..." Eren sobbed, collapsing to his knees. He had tried so hard to stop this, but he couldn't. He had failed, and it showed as he heard the yells of his old squad mates become increasingly frantic by the second.

"It's okay, it's okay," Armin comforted as he knelt next to the guilty man with Jean following just after. "Just breathe. You don't have to be sorry about anything. We've got you." The two held Eren as his sobs only increased. And just like that, the screams stopped. The sound of feet stomping had also stopped. Jean got up, heading to the mouth of the titan they were in and saw the rumbling had finally stopped.

"Eren, you did it!" He exclaimed, turning back with a wide grin on his face. Armin started grinning and turned to Eren, mouth open to say something, but it got caught in his throat at the sight of the man next to him. Eren was pale, eyes dull and half-lidded as he stared blankly in front of him.

"E-Eren?" Armin whispered, trying to get the brunette to respond in anyway possible. "Eren?" Still no response. Armin quickly checked Eren's pulse, time slowing. Come on, come on, come on! Please let there be a pulse, please let there be a pulse, please let there be a...

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"Eren? Eren!" Armin screamed, holding the man close as he sobbed. Jean stood there, tears in his eyes as the others arrived and saw the scene in front of them. "Eren! Eren, wake up! Eren Rivaille Jaeger, wake up, please! Eren!"

Nothing was working. Even as they performed CPR, nothing worked. Eren wasn't responding to their efforts, and he wasn't showing any signs of waking up no matter what they tried. But they kept trying. Three minutes of CPR later, Levi checked the man's pulse whilst Hange continued to do CPR.

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"We have a pulse! It's steady!" Levi exclaimed, a rare smile gracing his face as he heard the others around him celebrate. After everything this brat put them through, they still wanted him to live. "We just need him to wake up."

As if that were his cue, Eren gasped, and his eyes flew open. "Eren!" Armin and Jean exclaimed, tackling him immediately. Eren chuckled weakly, sitting up on his elbows. "Never do that again, you dickhead!"

"Heh, sorry," Eren croaked, coughing slightly before giving a tired grin at the two, sending one to the others as well. Levi chuckled, ruffling his hair before standing and helping Eren up. Once they got them all ready, they headed off. At least Eren was safe now, and he's not going on a rampage anymore. Thank Ymir.

As soon as they arrived on the ground, many people surged forward. One of them being Eren's own brother, Zeke jaeger. The blonde tackled him to the ground, holding him tight as Eren did the same to him. "I thought I was going to lose you," whispered the older brother as Falco, Gabi, and Peck moved forward. "Never od that again, got it, you bloody idiot?"

"Loud and clear, big brother," Eren confirmed. Both Jaeger boys couldn't help but smile at each other before getting up, Eren groaning as his right leg almost gave out from under him. "Oh yeah... I forgot I broke it." Zeke turned to him, eyes wide and mouth open. "When we landed. I was going to fall anyway before you tackled me, so."

"Why are you so blasé about it?" Zeke asked, mildly concerned.

"Brother, you do realise who our father is? And the fact both of us were born jut as tools t him? And the fact that he probably hates us both?" Eren pointed out. Zeke nodded along with his points, everyone else looking quite concerned. "Not only that, but I have been eaten alive countless times now. And almost killed countless times."

"You never cease to amaze me," muttered the older Jaeger before picking the younger one up and carrying him to a med bay area. "You are getting that leg checked out. I don't give a shit if you say no, you're getting it checked and you will listen to Grandpa Jaeger this time. Not like last time when you ignored what he said and decided to play catch with him, breaking your stupid wrist further." Eren shut his mouth, allowing his brother to help him get to their grandfather's and getting his leg sorted. When Grandpa Jaeger found out what Eren did to his wrist after he specifically told him to rest it, he went on an hour-long lecture only to be interrupted by Grandma Jaeger who said that Eren had heard enough and he needed to rest if he was going to get any better. Grandpa Jaeger begrudgingly agreed and told Zeke to bring the injured boy into the living room where the family sat together and ate a meal together for the first time. It would be the first time of many this would happen with the newly reunited Jaeger family.