Being Single

7

I woke up before Yilena and Maur and took a shower and put more fire in the fire place even the bedroom we were all in.  They were still sound asleep when I made myself some coffee and got on line looking at baby furniture and left them a note that I went to run an errand and not to make breakfast. I would be bringing it back but to make themselves coffee.
I went to the local book store and found a baby book name and went shopping a little for receding blankets and diapers with two diaper genies.  I ordered breakfast for the three of us to go from a mom and pop diner and headed back to the cabin.  I parked my car under the car port until I unloaded the food and items I bought.  Maur and Yilena were barely getting up which is rare because Maur has always been an early bed.
Aye you two here is the biscuit and gravy with sausage with scrambled eggs.  I will be right back I need to unplug my suv and park inside one of the garages.  Jane I  will do it. Yilena I am still capable of doing things but thank you.  Why don't you make us all some pineapple and orange juice and some decaffeinated coffee. Decaffeinated.  Yes Maur remember we are both pregnant.  I am a doctor I do know that. 
Jane leaves and returns quickly. I have my arms wrapped around Mauras waist and am inside her from her behind when Jane returns.
Really you two. What she started it. I didn't hear you saying don't only moaning and calling her big papa.
Jane she is endowed.  Duh I know that.  Sorry Jane she just looked delectable and I was horn..
Yilena pulled out and Maur gave her a blow job while I took my food to the front lounge and turned the TV on so I wouldn't hear them.  I was sorts disappointed in both but didn't say anything.  I ate my food and went for a run by myself. It hurt while I was gone neither of them realized it.  I was gone over an hour.  I return and they are barely eating the breakfast which obviously needed to be reheated. 
Jane where did you go? Well I left over an hour ago Maur while you were sucking on Yilena's dick.  Oh sorry.  Neither of you are.  I am going to take a shower and go relax alone in the game room to watch a game alone.
Jane don't be that way. Yilena I don't want to hear it.  This three day weekend was suppose to be for the three of us not two. Maur don't follow me either. I want to be left alone.

I haven't seen her that mad in a long time Yilena.  She usually doesn't shut me out. Maura it's my fault.  I should of kept myself in check.  Look she bought a baby books, receding blankets and lots of diapers and our breakfast. I feel like an ass. You should feel like one. The book is mine thank you.  Jane please forgive me us. Leave me the fuck alone. Enjoy the cabin and my bed. Jane don't be that way. Now you see why I don't like committing to no one. Yilena don't worry my child will be my responsibility only.  Jane left and Maura and I were speechless. We finished our breakfast in silent. 
Yilena cleaned up while I went to the game room to talk to Jane.
Jane please let me speak and just listen. Okay you have five minutes.
Jane really.  Your wasting your time.

I started to talk quickly and apologizing.
Time is up. Maur you can be with Yilena.  I am done. I got what I wanted from her.  Jane you don't mean that.  I know you don't. YOUR HURT AND WE BOTH FEEL AWFUL. 
Jane gets up with the baby name book and walks pass me and Yilena and doesn't say anything.  Yilena goes after her. I open her door without  a problem and Jane is crying in the guest room pillow. I climb onto the bed and place my hands on her waist and turn her around.

Jane I know I fucked up. This is knew to me . A threesome who are good friends to one another.  I should of been more considerate.  I can be an ass at times.  Please forgive me us.  Yilena you two hurt me like I don't matter.  I am someone.  I did mean what thought I said except for my plan on raising the child alone. We agreed to that before and I want to keep it that way. Maur is the marrying type not me. Wow, Jane no one said anything about marriage. So you are saying you wouldn't want to marry me if I  asked you? Yilena I enjoy being single.  Maur is the one who doesn't like being single.
Maur enters and sits on the bed with us and puts her arms put. She hugs me and kisses me.
Jane your friendship means more to me than us having  threesome. I  over heard what you told Yilena and your right.  Yilena you don't have to marry me, but eventually I will find someone who will marry me and be a step parent to our child. Maura no way on hell is that going to happen. I know Jane won't marry me as I found out today. It doesn't mean I have no feelings for her nor want to stop fucking her she is hot and knows how to make me feel good all over.  I am not ready to give that up. I hope you can understand that.  Yes and I  don't expect you too either but settling down with you isn't an option since you were with Jane first and what others will think of me. Hardly no one knew  I was bisexual all these years. Jane barely found out. Maura what do you expect from me? I expect you to be involved in our child's life but no one can know your the father for now. Maybe down the road.  Shit both of you gals are going to have my offspring and none of you want me. Wow thanks for nothing.
Yilena is getting up when Jane and I straddle her.  Jane is by her head and I on her lower region.
We all made love over and over without condoms.