Chapter 5

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Tammi

Once we entered the house I automatically began feeling that stand offish vibe from Lynn. She was giving the dog more attention then me. What happened to the over protective affectionate Lynn that was just here a few minutes ago? I followed her into the kitchen and watched as she opened the back door so that the dog could go out. 

“So are you going to tell me why you’ve been avoiding me?” I asked as she leaned against the wall. 

“I havent been avoiding you.” She said as she still faced the back door. The woman couldn't lie to save her life. 

“So you mean to tell me that you didn't have enough time to call or text me to say Tammi I’m busy I’ll speak to you later?” She just hunched her shoulders as she focused on the dog. 

“Lynn.” I waited for her to look my way chuckling when she didnt.

“What?” She asked. 

“It turely amazes me how you could go from an over protective woman to this damsel in disstress in just minutes. She just gave a faint smile then gave her attention back to the dog.

There was a difference from physically protecting someone and mentally protecting your heart. Personally to Lynn protecting her heart was a lot harder.

“Do you think I just want sex from you Lynn?” She looked aver at me then. 

“Isn't that what this is about?” 

“Far from it.”

“What is it then?” 

“Me trying to make you mine.” I said honestly but the blank look on her face told me that she wasnt happy to hear that. “I’ve never done this before.”

“Done what before?” It was my turn to look away. 

“Persue a woman.” I looked up to find her smiling. “It was always me being persused. I've never had to do it before. I dont know if im doing it right. But I want you so damn bad Lynn. I want more than just sex and until now I thought you knew that.” When she didn’t respond I said.

“Would you give this a try? Would you allow me to show you that this is more than just sex for me?” She looked away then.

Lynn

All I knew was that I didn’t want to get hurt again. I was comfertable with the brick wall I built around my heart. I didnt want anyone trying to brake it down right now. Especally a woman like Tammi. This woman could be a true heart braker. Like suicidle heart brake. I was tired of givng my heart just for it to be stepped on. I nervously bit down on my bottom lip. I was trying to figure out what to say to her without hurting her feelings. 

“Lynn…”

“Look can I be one hundred percent honest with you?” I cut off. 

“Thats all I want.” 

“I dont think a relationship between us will work. Not because I dont think we’re not capable of making it work, but other things will brake us apart.” 

“Meaning Diana.” She said matter of factly.

“Look regardless of who and why, something is going to happen to break us up and…” I paused a second. “I don't want to go thru that again.” I said more calmly. 

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