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"I don't want to love you"
"yet you can't help it!"
Your solo Paris trip made you fall for SUGA...after their two-year debut. where he can't distract himself with love... Where his only motive is to make their group successful.
knowing he might...
It's Noon and I'm still in bed I can't go out now, how will I face everyone! I thought... if I confess before I turn 22 I can start my 22 with him. ugh, this is so frustrating. I want to disappear.
thank god he doesn't know my birthday, otherwise, he'll blame himself for everything. And I don't want to see him in guilt!! it's better I stay in the bed the whole day and don't talk to anyone.
I cover myself in a blanket and struggle to sleep until I heard a knock!!
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Suga pov:
I slept late, I keep wanting to go back for her. I can't be with her even if I want to, which I kind of want to!!!
She won't talk to me now, maybe it's good. If I date her, I'll just create a mess for my members, we were very close to disbanding a few months ago.
We just started to do better now, I'm not going to do anything for their sake.
Jin: YYOOONNGGIII!!!!
Why is Jin Hyung so loud, I open my sights and see him jiggling my body. I get up.
"What's the matter? There's no practice today, let me sleep!!"
Jin: I know that, did you know today is y/n birthday??
My whole body gets freeze even my breath, that's why she said don't answer now!! I groan and slap myself.!
I just ruin her day! I made her cry on her birthday! She'll hate me, she has to, I didn't even think for her even for a sec! I have to go and apologize to her!!
I stand and wore slippers to go but Jin Hyung stopped me.
Jin: where do you think you're going??
"I need to talk to her"
Jin: don't go, I'm asking her to come here!!
"Why??"
Jin: Sammy told me that it's y/n's birthday and her parents said to surprise her!! So he asks me for help, that we all call y/n here and distract her and in meantime, they'll arrange everything cake, balloons, etc.
I already told Jungkook and Jimin, both are coming and you act normal!!
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A/n pov:
Jin went out and knock on your door! You open the door. All messy hair, fluffy eyes, you are in an awful state!
Jin: you don't look good!! What happened??
Y/n: nothing didn't get much sleep, you want something!??
Jin: NO!! Why don't you get fresh and come to my room!!
You get doubtful, did suga tell everyone?? Even if they know they'll just empathize, you agree to him and go to the shower.
After an hour you turn on your decent self and came into his room, all were already there!! You decide to act normal until they ask anything!
Y/n: what's going on here!?? Since when did you started to invite me on your discussions??
Jungkook pulls your hand and makes you sit on the bed, you see in the corner suga sitting on the floor circling his hands on both knees and resting his chin on it!
"Why he's sitting like someone's dead??" You think yourself!
Jungkook: noona(hands you his camera)look at this video I shoot, I'll. Edit it when I go back to Korea!!
You start the video, it's the footage of Notre Dame (half-hour video) you amazingly watch the video until Jin said!!
Jin: I left something in Maknae's rooms, I'll come back.
All nodded, and he went out and After a moment.
Jimin: I'll go see why Jin Hyung is taking so long, I'll come back!!
Again you all nodded, video is almost over, then jungkook said!!
Jungkook: ohh I left my sandwich on the table, you watch this I'll come back!!
Everyone wants to help staff for you!! You gave a confused nod to Jungkook, and he went out. You ignore suga's presence. When the video finishes, you stand to go out!!
He noticed the whole time how you're ignoring him!! He waited till all goes! When you stand to go, he has to stop you!
Suga: ahh where-- are you goin-g??
You don't want to be rude now, he already looks like he has gone through a real plague, all loose outfit more like a blanket hiding his face on knees being so miserable!!
Y/n: video is finished, I should go!!...... And what's wrong with you??
He curse himself under his breath, even after what he did, you still talking so normally. He has no courage to face you right now just hanging his head down.
"Shitt I can't ignore this little thing" You think of yourself, you can't help yourself, yeah maybe he feels wrong for he did.
he slightly feels you coming near him!!
You stroll and sit opposing him, taking your hands out to touch his black hair.
Jungkook abruptly came inside you get startled.
Jungkook: noona someone is in your room, I just saw a shadow inside!!
Y/n: what, but I lock the door!
Jungkook: but the door is half-open!!
You get on your feet and go towards your door, the door is a little open, but you lock the door for sure!!
You cautiously open the door in alert of someone who might attack from inside.!! Jungkook's acting already makes you alarmed.
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(A/n: got nothing to do on new year so i choose to update 💁🏻♀️ wishing you guys a happy new year and 700+ reads cant believe you guys are actually reading thanks a lot for your support and vote I'll won't disappoint you in future too... last night i thought i should start another story to write tell me if you guys will read that or not!! . . . once again happy New year and stay healthy 😘😘)
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