Friday, December 17th
Author's note: this is Sapnap's POV again !!
I watch as Dream's face visibly relaxes, and I know he's asleep.
I quickly start to make my way upstairs, guilt tripping inside me.
What the fuck have I done?
George is gone.
He left Dream.
I caused this.
I knew what the consequences were, I did. But I still did it.
Why?
Dream doesn't even know that I caused this, and now I'm acting like I didn't do anything.
I can't tell him.
I run into my room and close the door behind me, pulling out my phone.
I quickly click on George's contact, and press the call button.
The phone rings for a few seconds.
No answer.
I try again.
And again.
He finally picks up.
"George-" I say immediately, and he interrupts me.
"Really not in the mood, Sapnap. What is it?"
I scoff. "What the fuck did you do, George?"
He stays silent for a few moments. "What?"
"Listen to me. Dream came home and had a fucking breakdown, dude. I swear to god, he had to call me to prevent him from suffocating in his fucking bed. And he tells me you just left?"
His tone starts to become angry. "Don't put this on me. You were the one that sent me those photos."
"I didn't think you were gonna leave the house, tell him to meet you somewhere and then throw all the shit in his face. Who the fuck does that?"
George starts yelling. "What did you want me to do, huh? It's not my fault he does that shit, I tried to help him!"
"I don't give a fuck, George. What now? What is your plan? Just leave him here? Do you know how much he cares about you?"
I hear George scoff from the other line. "Yeah, I'm sure he does. Have a good night."
"No, wait, George. Please."
George sighs. "What?"
"Please don't leave him. I know he fucked up, but he regrets it. I know he does. Please don't just leave him like that."
George stays silent for a few moments, and I start to feel a bit of hope.
Finally, he sighs before speaking for the last time.
"Don't call me back."
He hangs up the phone.
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mixed feelings // dreamnotfound
Fanfiction⊰⊰Trigger Warnings: Self-harm, suicide mention, drugs/alcohol intake, abuse, sexual assault mention ⊰⊰Dream has been living with his roommate Sapnap for the past few months; having spent years trying to distance himself from his parents. Whilst goin...
