(im)possible love | Woosan

san, you're stupid

One hour had passed since Wooyoung had disappeared in San's arms. By now, he just sat on his bed in silence, staring at the empty space in front of him.

He had cried so much that there weren't any tears left now. At first, it was like someone had ripped his heart apart and callously trampled the pieces to death.

But now, it seemed like he was robbed of all his emotions. There was emptiness inside of him. The emptiness that Wooyoung had left when he disappeared.

San didn't even have the power to question what happened anymore.

Over the last few weeks and months he had evolved a deep love for the other boy. Although, he was scared of the ghost at first, he quickly realized how fun it was to be around him.

As he was staring at the blanket, he could exactly make out the spot where Wooyoung had laid because of the way the sheets were crinkled.

His thoughts drifted to their first kiss at Yunho's party. It was such a long time ago, yet San was still able to remember every single emotion and feeling he had experienced that night. This was probably the day where he first saw the other as more than just a friend, or whatever they were at this time.

He let out a deep sigh that turned into a sob as the image of a running and laughing Wooyoung suddenly forced itself into his head. San would miss his laugh.

"God, Wooyoung, I just want you back", he cried. "Am I selfish for this? Why did you leave me? I don't want to be alone again."

He pressed his eyes close and aggressively tugged at his hair, shaking his head in frustration.

He was desperate. A life without the other boy was inconceivably to him at this point.

"Please, Woo, come back...", his voice sounded hoarse from all the crying, so the words came out as a whisper.

He put his head back, so he could look at the ceiling of his room, when all of a sudden a figure fell through it and down onto him with a scream.

"What the fuck, you damn grim reaper, that was an uncomfortable return trip", the person huffed.

San pushed the person away from him, so that he could sit up straight again and take a closer look at who just fell into his room.

His eyes went wide.

"Wooyoung! Oh my god, baby, I missed you. Where the fuck were you?? Why did you just disappear? You gave me a fucking heart attack, god, I love you, but I hate you for making me this scared. Promise me, that you won't leave me again-", San blabbered, immediately pulling Wooyoung in a tight hug again.

"Sannie...", he whispered. "I think I broke my arm... and my leg, and my right foot too."

Despite the emotional situation, San could only laugh. "I'm here worried to death about you and tell you I love you and that's all you have to say? Manners, baby."

"I love you too, Sannie, but this dumb man pushed me back to earth, he PUSHED me, can you believe this? I'm THE Jung Wooyoung and he has the audacity to not treat me like a queen-"

"Breathe, prince", San interrupted. He didn't understand a word the other was saying. "Would you mind explaining to me, why you disappeared, where you were and why you are in your human form for this long of a time?"

Wooyoung just now seemed to realize the situation. Exhausted, he slumped on San's chest and grabbed his shirt to hold onto something.

"Oh God, Sannie, I'm so happy to have you back. I disappeared because we solved my mission, which was finding out who killed me. Then I woke up surrounded by black... kinda creepy if I think about it now, but anyway, there was this white shadow thingy and he introduced himself as the grim reaper, so I thought I was gonna die and-", some tears built up in his eyes and dropped onto the other boy's shoulder.

"Shh, it's okay, Woo. Take your time", he said softly, rubbing over the younger's back to calm him.

After taking a deep breath, Wooyoung continued. "I got to decide between going to the afterlife or back to earth.."

"Wait, since when can you decide if you die or not? That doesn't make sense", San intervened.

"Right? That's what I thought too, but I was told that it's different in my situation because I have a soulmate on earth, so I had the chance to go back as a human-"

San's grip around the smaller tensed up. "Who is your soulmate?", he whispered, clearly jealous.

"You're dumb, Sannie. It's you, of course", Wooyoung giggled, hugging the other a little tighter.

"Oh", the older replied in realization, a wide grin forming on his face after a few seconds. He felt proud to be Wooyoung's soulmate.

"Moving on- I decided to go back to you because I heard you crying and talking to me in my head and I'm more than happy that I did...", his voice got quieter and quieter since new tears formed in his eyes and he couldn't talk anymore.

"I am so lucky to have you, Wooyoung." It was silent for a few minutes.

"Wait, does that mean you're a human again now?? How are we supposed to explain that to other people? Oh lord, please help me", San panicked.

"Yes, I'm human. And don't worry, they won't remember that I even passed away, only my soulmate knows, which happens to be you, soooo...", Wooyoung chuckled. "The only thing we might have to explain is how we got together, without making it sound weird of course."

"Oh, so I can't tell them that you were a ghost, but I could see you from time to time and we fell in love with each other, but then you disappeared, only to come back an hour later to tell me that you're not a ghost anymore, but you're also not dead since you have a soulmate which is my precious self. Why can't I tell them that? It sounds so realistic", San said sarcastically.

"That's not funny", Wooyoung whined, playfully hitting San on the chest and pouting, only to receive a smirk from the other, followed by a tickle attack.

"AAAH, SAN YOU'RE STUPID", Wooyoung yelled, trying to keep his giggles in, but failing massively.

"Insulting me won't help you, baby", San smirked.

"OKAY, I LOVE YOU MAYBE."

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oh? happy end?