another pretty december | b.e

thirteen

what's your favourite colour/color? mine is red

billie

I am fucking exhausted.

im fucking sick of interviews, im sick of sleeping on the fucking bus and im sick of december.

when finneas told me that i wasn't sleeping with him in the hotel room tonight I was so happy I finally get alone time.

I haven't masturbated in weeks.

im dying.

I need to spend all night eating takis, masturbating and probably facetiming my friends without having to worry about my brother hearing or losing signal on the bus.

I follow my mom and dad up to our floor, because they're in the room beside me and my dad hands me the key to my room.

I swipe the door and step inside, closing the door and rolling my suitcase forward, ready to get naked and throw myself in bed.

I stop in my tracks when I see someones suitcase opened on the bed.

a suitcase I recognise.

no fucking way.

the bathroom door is open and I peek my head around, my eyes skimming up her legs, passing on her boobs a pausing a moment before looking at her face.

she gasps and drops her book in the bath, reaching her arm up to cover her chest.

"bro what the fuck"

this isn't happening right now.

I spin around and practically run out of the room, slamming the door shut.

I rush straight to my parents door and bang on it, waiting until my dad opens the door.

"is everything okay?"

"where the fuck is finneas?" I push past my dad, seeing my mom on her phone, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"calm down honey, what's wrong?"

"did you know about this?" I dart my eyes from my mom to my dad who's both got confused faces.

"know about what?"

"the fact im sharing a room with december?"

"no, aren't you alone tonight?"

"that's what I thought" I throw myself onto the bed beside my mom and roll onto my back. "im tired, I smell like shit and I just wanna go to bed. where the fuck is finneas?"

"he's out with harry right now, I think they're sharing a room"

I pull my phone out of my pocket and call finneas and he picks up on the third ring.

"hello?"

hello?

im about to beat this bitch up.

"finneas if you don't get back to this hotel right now, I swear to god im about to fire you"

"I think it'll be good if you and ember spend some time together"

ember?

oh so they're best friends now?

"and you think booking us in a hotel room without telling me was a good idea?"

"billie you're not even sharing a bed"

"are you fucking serious right now?" I sit up and run my fingers through my hair. "talk to mike and get this fucking shit sorted finneas"