another pretty december | b.e

thirty

it's daddy's birthday today 😫

billie

I hear another sneeze and sniffle and I glance down to december who's snuggled up on the couch in the green room, her head laid in my lap.

"baby you're getting sick"

"no im not" december shakes her head, sneezing again. "im just tired"

"okay pretty girl, take a nap then"

I reach into her bag and pull out lamby, handing it to her.

"thank you baby"

I gently stroke her head, feeling the texture of her braids under my fingertips.

december is sick right now.

for the past couple of days she's had a headache and has just been feeling under the weather.

she's refusing to believe she's sick but keeps sniffling and coughing.

i spoke to harry about it and apparently she's always refusing that she's sick, even when she's coughing up her lungs or vomiting every five seconds.

we're currently in the green room alone right now and ember wanting to come and make out but I promised her it's okay to just lie on my lap and take a nap.

I lift my hips up slightly to grab my phone out of my pocket and text my mom and then my brother.

mom

I think ember is getting sick

Okay honey
Don't worry
I'll talk to Lisa and see what she
says

thank you

finny

dude
I think you're gonna have to open up
for me tonight
and maybe for the next couple
of nights

Why?

ember is napping on me
right now but I think she's sick
she needs to rest and i don't want her
to perform if she's sick

Okay
I'll talk to Mike and get it sorted
Can you see if anyone will come and do
the next couple of shows?
Or do you just want me to do it?

uhh
it'll be easier if you just do it
unless you want me to find someone
it's very last minute

Lemme talk to Mike
Mom is gonna bring some medicine and
a smoothie for December

okay

i sit with december and hum along to my current favourite song while i run my nails up and down the gaps in her braids.

i know she's fully asleep but i need to pee so bad right now and don't wanna wake her.

why the fuck is this the only time we're alone?

everytime we sneak off in here alone to make out, it takes about two seconds before someone is barging in, needing something.

i scroll through my socials in an attempt to not think about the fact ember is about to be led in a pool of piss and focus on the tits on my feed.

bro i love tits.

not as much as i love embers.