december, a new upcoming artist, finds out she's the opening act for billie eilish during her 'happier than ever' tour.
she's so excited, practicing non stop and playing billie's song on repeat.
when she steps on the flight the first night and fina...
ive never been in a relationship with a woman, so doing long distance is so much easier because I don't have to overthink everything.
well, less than usual.
but when she's about to be right in-front of me, I am petrified.
with all of my previous relationships and people ive spoken to, all they want is sex.
so why wouldn't ember be the same?
and just because she's a woman, it won't mean that she isn't the same.
and now she isn't replying to me.
fuck.
gabby posted a photo of the both of them on her story but she isn't replying either.
I know finneas is at a party tonight but I didn't think they were at the same party.
that was until I went on instagram and saw the comments on december's photo.
she's with my fucking brother!
I can't go to the party because I have no idea who's party it is and I don't really think attempting to apologise to december when she's drunk is a good idea.
I don't know what to do.
I guess I'll have to wait until we step onto the plane tomorrow.
justin is letting us use his private yet and the rest of the team are using a normal flight.
I know my mom isn't the happiest but this leg of tour we'll be using flights a lot so I wanted to use a private yet to at least have some privacy.
to kill some time I decide to put a question sticker on my Instagram story and answer some questions I know people have been dying to ask me.
well not every question...
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i walk into my bathroom and decide to run myself a bath, knowing i need to relax and not think about december too much.
i would go live but i don't have anyone from my team here and i haven't told anyone beforehand.
I wouldn't want anything to happen right before I go on tour.
because that would be just my luck.
times like this i miss my laura.
she got married just before tour and she's currently on a honeymoon cruise.
i've messaged her a few times but the signal isn't the best and i want her to enjoy her honeymoon with her husband.
