another pretty december | b.e

twenty one

I kiss her once, gently on the lips and pull away, gauging her reaction. 

her eyes are closed and her chest is breathing heavily. 

"can I, princess?"

her cheeks flush and she gives me a small little nod.

billie is so shy she she's drunk. 

it's so cute. 

"I need you to tell me billie, tell me you want me to kiss you" I stroke her cheek with my thumb and she bits her lips, opening her eyes and looks up at me. 

"I want you too" she replies in a small voice and I smile at her shyness.

where's the loud mouth brat now?

I inch my face closer and she closes her eyes, her mouth open slightly.

I don't waste any time pressing my lips to hers and I take her bottom lip in-between my teeth, pulling it back a little. 

billie lets out a noise from the back of her throat which shoots straight down my body.

I push her against the wall of the lift and she gasps, the lift rocking slightly. 

I kiss her harder and she kisses me back, sliding her tongue into my mouth, her arms wrapping around my neck. 

now I've kissed many girls in my life, but never has it felt like this. 

I move my hands from her face down to her legs and she jumps up, wrapping her legs around my waist and pulling herself into me. 

she's wearing one of her signature outfits of a oversized jumper and a skirt so I slide my hands up her thighs, gripping onto her ass under her skirt.

she moans into my mouth and grinds herself against my stomach.

her hands join around the back of my neck and she holds me there, squeezing my skin.

fuck.

I have never been so turned on in my entire life. 

I hear a beep and I pull away from billie. 

"hello? can anyone hear me?" 

"hello?" I reply in an american accent, glancing away from billie in attempts to control my breathing. 

"hello it's the maintenance team, is the lift still out of order?"

"yeah" I glance to billie and smirk "it just stopped working and I didn't wanna press anything"

"it's no problem ma'am, if you press the green button it should start working again"

with billie still in my arms, I inch over to the buttons and press the green button.

the lift starts working again and billie drops her head against my shoulder, catching her breath. 

"it's working again, thank you"

"it's no problem ma'am"

the lift begins to move back up and billie pants against my skin and I laugh. "why you going all shy?"

"that was embarrassing" she muffles against my skin and I smile. 

"don't be embarrassed baby" the lift stops and the door opens "what's your room number?"

"618" 

with billie still in my arms, I carry her down to the room she's in and stop outside of the door.

"do you have your key?"

she moves her hand and gives me her key card and I open the door, stepping inside. 

"are you tired?" I ask her, her head still tucked into my neck. she shakes her head against me and I walk further into the room, turning on the light. 

"look at me billie" she shakes her head against my neck and I smile, moving my hands to untuck her legs from behind my back and sit down on the bottom of the bed.

her legs are at either side of mine and I don't speak, just running my fingers up and down her thighs. 

"why are you being shy? hmm?" 

I move her hair over her shoulder and angle my neck down to pepper kisses along her soft skin and she gasps against my neck. 

"are you gonna let me kiss those pretty lips again?"

I keep peppering light kisses and she wriggles her hips against me. 

"why you hiding baby?"

"im on my period" billie blurts, lifting her head up but doesn't make eye contact with me. "I don't wanna kiss you because it's making me wanna do things I can't do because im on my period"

oh?

"well then" I smile, tucking a strand of her behind her ear. "you're gonna have to make sure you're not on your period when I get back, aren't you?"

"im sorry"

"what are you apologising for? now why did you run off?"

billie rubs her eyes with her hand and yawns "im tired"

"do you wanna cuddle then?"

billie nods "please"

"go and get ready for bed then, okay?"

"don't you want your lamby?"

"ive got to get up in a couple hours before my flight so ill get my stuff then, don't worry"

"are you sure?"

"yes baby, go and get ready for bed" 

while billie takes herself into the bathroom I grab one of her oversized shirts, pulling my dress over my body and sliding her shirt on, kicking my heels off. 

I find a pair of her fluffy socks and steal those too as well as using some baby wipes to clean off my makeup.

I should probably go to my hotel room to get my things but im going to be leaving in a couple of hours. 

I set an alarm on my phone to make sure I wake up and set it on the bedside, climbing into bed.

billie opens the bathroom door, stepping out in an oversized shirt too.

she's so cute. 

"did you take your tampon out?" 

she nods her head and turns the bathroom light off, shuffling over to the bed. 

I lift up the covers and she climbs up beside me, cuddling up against me. 

"im gonna miss you" billie whispers sadly, sighing against my neck. 

"baby, I'll be back in three weeks"

"I know" I stroke her hair and pull her even closer, knowing even though our relationship is on and off, im gonna miss her too. 

it's gonna be so weird to being with her almost 24/7 to not seeing her at all for three weeks. 

I want to talk to her about why she spent so long acting like she hates me but I know she's tried and I don't want to have this conversation while she's under the influence.

ill have to wait until I come back.

"goodnight ember, I think you're my favourite person"

"goodnight bil, I think you're my favourite person too"

damn it. of course billie was on her period and ruined it...things like this just happen🥱