another pretty december | b.e

thirty one

tw- mentions of racism, homophobia and the use of the F slur.

if anything like this affects you, PLEASE skip this chapter, you won't be missing any of the full storyline.my dms are open if you need to talk about anything.

☻ december

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december: still not outside

claudiasulewski: oh fuck yes

user1: are you performing again soon?
  ↳ december: yes! im performing again tonight

antisocialeilish: waiting for you to make billie your girlfriend

harrystyles: you look real happy for someone who was vomiting on me three days ago
  ↳ december: i love u <3

user5: cannot wait to see you on stage again tonight

billieeilish: baby
  ↳ december: 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
    ↳user11: faggots

user8: ive missed u sm

kehlani: ive missed that gorgeous face

august: the prettiest smile

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'faggot is just a word'

it isn't to me.

I hate that word.

I was fourteen when I lost my virginity.

my best friend, at the time, was called harmony and she was my my favourite person in the whole world.

we lived across the street from each other, walked to and from school together, texted constantly and saw each other on the weekends.

harmony and I were inseparable.

for christmas I got an ipad and it was the best thing I had ever received.

harmony and I used to make music videos together, play stupid games and watch youtube.

as curious little children, we were looking online and a bunch of different stuff.

and one day, we stumbled upon porn.

from that day forward we used to lay in bed giggling when the boobs came on screen or the man groaned really loud.

because it was funny.

but I remember being to fixated on the girls in those videos, the way they look and reacted to everything.

so when harmony had to go home every night, I started watching women having sex together.