december, a new upcoming artist, finds out she's the opening act for billie eilish during her 'happier than ever' tour.
she's so excited, practicing non stop and playing billie's song on repeat.
when she steps on the flight the first night and fina...
"how are you feeling?" harry asks me when I sit up after being a sleep for god knows how long.
"feeling better than earlier but im definitely having regrets"
"do you want something to eat?"
"no, how far away are we?"
"four hours, here" harry hands me a bottle of water and I glad take it from him, opening the cap and taking a drink.
I glance around the rest of the plane and everyone seems to be asleep apart from billie who's drawing in her notebook.
I grab my bag and locate my headphones, wanting to listen to my new music ready for my album to be announces tomorrow.
before I make myself comfortable and listen to some music, I turn to harry, wanting to give him my full attention.
"how was your night with august?"
"it was good" harry smiles, a little blush brushing he cheeks.
awh.
I know he's been messaging her on instagram for a few months and he definitely has a little crush on her.
"I want details harry, come on bro"
"fine" harry rolls his eyes, shifting himself to lean a little closer so he can talk in a hushed voice, not wanting to wake anyone else up.
"I wasn't really expecting anything but she invited me back to her apartment and ember, we were up all night"
"fucking all night?"
"no, I mean yeh we did fuck, but afterwards we just kinda laid in bed beside each other, or she was snuggled up against me and we just talked into the darkness and then fucked again, talked again until the sun came up and I had to leave"
"so you haven't slept?"
"I slept for like two hours earlier but no, I didn't want too"
"so you really like her then huh?"
I really am so happy for harry and it does sound like he had the most perfect night.
im just a little jealous because that's how I thought my night was gonna go.
obviously not.
"yeah I do, I just don't know if its a good idea or not"
"what do you mean?"
harry thinks for a moment before answering. "last night I felt so comfortable opening up to her and we talked for hours and it was so comforting, you know? I felt like knew her. but she lives in LA ember, I don't wanna do long distance"
"this what my only issue with billie" I tell harry, glancing over to her to make sure she's not watching and then looking back to harry. "don't overthink it H, just keep talking to her and see where it goes, I mean we're on tour! we're gonna have so much fun"
"I know em, I just" harry pauses and runs his fingers through his hair. "no no you're right I need to stop over thinking it"
"look you're having fun, it doesn't mean anything? if we both end up with girls in LA, we'll just have to move here" I tease, but also knowing this is something we could do.
although living in another state away from my parents is definitely not something im ready for.
"are we gonna be influencers?"
"hell yeah, we'll get in a scandal, post photos in our gym shark fits with our smoothies and salads and shop only in urban outfitters"
"a scandal?"
"yeah influencers always get in a scandal and then we'll either post a one second video of us crying and reading a script apologising or a notes app copy and paste apology"
harry laughs out loud and smacks his hand over his mouth, realising how loud he was.
fucking dumbass.
"december"
I look up and billie is looking at me. "can you come here? I wanna talk to you"
"no im good" I look back down and put my headphones over my head so she can just stop talking to me.
thankfully these headphones are noise cancelling so hone I connect my phone to bluetooth, clicking on my playlist because I don't wanna talk to anyone.
yes I was rude but can you blame me?
I don't wanna talk to billie.
harry stands up from beside me and I look up to see him making his way over to billie.
okay then.
I turn my music up and slouch against my seat, not wanting to watch them talk like best friends.
I know harry probably wants to sort things out but the last time he did that, I ended up in a hotel room alone with her.
I'll be friendly, but I don't wanna speak to her anymore.
im tired of this back and forth all the fucking time.
the wifi on the bus is shit so I play candy crush, knowing I'll probably read a new book soon.
I just wanna get to the hotel so I can shower and sleep.
harry comes back over and sits beside me with a letter in his hands?
he reaches over to lift one of my headphones off my ear and I roll my eyes, pausing my music.
"what?"
"woah don't be a dick to me, here"
I take the envelope off him which doesn't even have anything written on it.
"what's this?"
"billie wanted me to give it to you, I don't know what it is"
I don't look up at her and I don't reply to him.
I simply just cover my ears back up, turning on my music full blast and shoving the stupid letter in my bag, not giving a fuck about it right now.
I don't wanna bother giving billie my time of day.
or harry right now.
I just wanna shut out the world and pretend I don't feel like im gonna vomit every five seconds.
coming back on this tour was a big mistake.
☻ billieeilish
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