Something new. Are you real?

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Jan 3, 2022.

Hi again.
My life is been a mess lately, I broke up a relationship of almost 6 years and I met someone new, her name is Tay, she's 23 and vietnamese, I met her by this random call app, and suddenly I started to feel things, really soft and slow, it surprised me.

Tbh I didn't want a relationship because I was still in"something" with my ex but I wanted to try. So I started with her, she was really sweet and caring, and I started to trust her.
So that same day I talked to my ex and told her that I had a new girl, that I didn't love but that I liked, my ex told me that she was also meeting someone, and I felt really hurt because she kept it and lied to me saying beautiful things to me while talking to that girl.
After that I decided to open my heart and let Tay enter into my life, because my ex lied and I felt like a fool thinking that we were going to be together again because all of the sugar talking.
And then Tay fucked everything up by lying to me and all of the love that she claimed to be mine, suddenly was gone, I didn't expected to have my heart broken like that, I mean, I was interested in her but I didn't love her like I did with my ex, Tay said that she still loved her ex so she broke up with me. At first I was like k nevermind it's fine, I don't care, whatever, life goes on... but then her ex texted me and sent me the screenshots were Tay said that she didn't loved me and that we just met for three days and that's all. That really hurted me, suddenly I was crying, again, crying myself to sleep...

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