Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 38

I know its been forever and I am so sorry! Crazy times we're living in now and I don't have the best mental health but I am back and I hope I can give this a good ending soon! Thank you for anyone who has stuck by me this long and again I am so sorry for the wait!!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~Travis~

I can't think of Cole romantically right now. I need to get my shit together and so does he. The babies need me right now and they have to be my first priority not Cole. I love him but this has to be about the babies. I looked up from my dinner I've barley touched and looked around the table. Everyone was talking and laughing and just trying to ignore the fact Seth isn't at the table. It sucked that he goes through these panic attacks. He's such a good dad and he's so good at juggling everyone and continuing to let me stay here with my babies. He's a really good guy.

"Trav?" I shook my head and turned to look at Cole beside me. He looked concerned and he took my hand and gave it a squeeze. "You okay?"

"I'm fine Cole. No need to worry." I squeezed his hand and then let it go to start eating before it got to cold. And before the babies decided to get mad. It was almost time for their last bottle before bed time. I just finished eating my dinner when I heard Az start crying. I got up and put my plate in the sink before grabbing my baby girl from the bassinet in the living room. I felt her diaper and it was wet. Tyler and Seth have a changing table in the living room to make it easier. Thankfully. I changed her diaper and then Wyatt decided to wake up. So I switched babies and then they both started crying their eyesout.

"Need any help?" I turned around with Wyatt in my arms, trying to rock him to calm down. It's James? I think. I must have looked some kind of way because he came in and picked up Az and started rocking her.

"I can take care of them." He looked up from my baby girl and smiled at me.

"I know you can. Tyler and Seth said you have been doing so good with them. But I know it can be hard sometimes and it's alright to accept help when people offer." I haven't spent much time with Seth and Tyler's friends but they come around ever now and then. I feel like I have too much on my mind right now.

"Thank you." He nodded and sat down with Az when she calmed down. I put Wyatt back down in the bassinet and took a seat. I'm usually good with people but I can't get Cole and Seth out of my mind.

"How are you doing Travis?" I looked up from my hands and looked at James.

"I'm fine, the kids are being really good lately. I think they're finally getting on a good schedule. And Cole is adjusting to his meds and I hope they  help him, I hate seeing him suffering." I think I need to go for a walk. I need some fresh air and it will put the babies to sleep for the night.

"That's good to hear. Tristan and I have not had twins, one at a time was hard enough. I'm proud of you doing this on your own." I smiled at him and got up.

"Thank you. I think I am going to get them ready to go for a walk. Do you mind watching them well I go get their stuff?" He said alright and I made sure my babies were okay before I ran downstairs to my room. I grabbed a warmer sleeper for both babies and their little jackets, blankets, seats the lock into the stroller and some binkies. I grabbed my jackets before turning to leave my room and ran into someone standing in my doorway.