Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 23

~Seth~

I couldn't sleep much, maybe 2 hours last night but I promised my baby boy we'd go and help him with our grandbabies today. So Ty and I got ready after dropping the kids off and got Ri ready and went to see the kids.

"Seth, I don't want you driving us back. I can drive us back." Tyler said well we walked up to my boys apartment.

"Why?" Ri was starting to get fussy so I gentle rocked the car seat well we waited at the door.

"I woke up at 6, you were still up with Riley. We got up at 7. You cannot keep doing this it's not safe for your driving, you take the kids everywhere."

"What the hell am I allowed to do Tyler!"

"Dad?" I looked over at Cole and he was frowning at Tyler and I. "What's going on? Why are you yelling?"

"Nothing." I walked in and took Riley out of his car seat and I was about to feed him but Tyler took out his bottle and took him from me.

"You know what, I'm sorry I can't. I will be back after my appointment." I got up and walked out with both my son and Tyler calling me back. I can't freakin feed my baby, I can't drive, I can't do anything! I got into the car and slammed the door closed before buckling up and pulling out. I just need some time to myself. I can't keep pretending everything Tyler and is saying and doing to me isn't hurting me. I know he just wants me to get better but him saying this stuff and taking stuff away from me isn't helping. I pulled up to the hospital and went to check in.

"Seth Carter?" Dr. Evens came out and sat by me in the waiting room. "I was surprised to get a call from your husband yesterday. Last I heard you were doing very well."

"Things change."

"Indeed they do. Would you like to go talk in my office?" I nodded and put my hands in my pockets walking into his office. I loved his office, it made me feel some sense of calm and safety. "Tell me what's been going on in your life Seth?" I didn't feel like sitting down so I paced and ran my fingers through my hair.

"A lot. My son got pregnant, I quit my job, I got pregnant, Tyler got pregnant and I went into a coma after having my baby boy and now I feel like I'm drowning and can't breathe. I had an attack yesterday and I haven't been eating or sleeping. I just can't seem to do anything right now a days and Tyler doesn't want me feeding my baby or driving the kids anymore."

"So you feel like you're losing control?"

"Yes! I feel like I'm going crazy and I can't do anything to stop it. Tyler is driving me crazy and I don't want to be around anyone right now and I know that sounds horrible. I want to be near my kids and I want to interact with them and listen to them and do things for them but I am physically and mentally just drained."

"What do you feel like you need right now Seth?" I pulled at my hair and sat down. What do I need?

"I just need.... I need to know that what I feel right now is okay. That something can help and I can somehow get back to myself."

"I can assure you right now I can help you find a way to cope with all of your feeling right now Seth. Everything you are feeling is normal to be feeling after everything you've been through the past few months." I took a huge breathe after that and I felt like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I know I can get through this I just need this support.

"Thank you." We talked the rest of the time and I booked myself another appointment and went back to my sons. I slowly walked up and knocked. I felt ashamed of how I acted earlier but I need to communicate with Tyler so this doesn't happen again.