Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 36

I was asleep for maybe 2 hours and then Wyatt woke up. I've always been a light sleeper so I heard his little whimpers and I jumped up before he could start screaming. I picked him up gently because he still has a hard time with being moved around.

"What's wrong baby boy. You're okay, daddy has you." I kissed his little cheeks and cuddled him to me well I gathered the stuff up for a bottle. I made one and went to put it under some hot water to warm it up. Going back and forth to make sure Az was okay. My baby boy looks so much like his dada, his hair is so soft and cute and I can't. I can't do it. I will go through hell to keep my babies and take care of them. I don't have to worry about school for a while and I should have enough money right now to take a break from work to get into a routine with the babies. I can do it.

"Hey, Az was freaking out so I picked her up. You okay?" I turned around and Cole was standing there with our princess in his arms. He just fits the role so perfectly, I just wish he could see that.

"Yeah sorry I was warming up and bottle and I spaced out for a minute. I'll take her." I walked over to him and he shook his head and took a step back.

"I can help you if you want me too." I looked between him and Az and slowly nodded. I just didn't want to seem like I was trying to push the babies on him.

"Okay, I'll feed him and can you make her a bottle please?" He nodded and snuggled Az to his chest. I love seeing him with the babies. I know it's hard for him. I can only imagine how he felt and what he went through carrying them and giving birth to them. I was in my room again, sitting on the bed feeding baby when Cole knocked before walking in.

"You know you don't have to knock.... maybe when it's closed but not when the door is open." He shrugged and sat down by me on the bed with Az and he started feeding her.

"I don't know the rules here Trav. You were my first and only boyfriend and we ended up pregnant and living together and broken up in less than 2 years." Well shit when he put it like that....

"Can we have this conversation in the morning? I just can't do it right now." I looked down at my baby boy and brushed his hair back.

"Sure, whatever." I sighed and looked over at Cole and he was frowning down at Az.

"Cole, I was screwed up growing up. I slept around and I was on drugs and I drank a lot. I have tattoos all over and I just took out all my piercing when the babies were born. I don't know if you've noticed but I'm not exactly good at all of this either. I don't know what we are supposed to be doing, all I know is you need space and we need to be apart right now to sort all our stuff out. But that doesn't mean we can't act like before, you were my rock. I just want my best friend back." Wyatt finished his bottle and I took it from his mouth and put him to my shoulder so I could burp him.

"We can do that? We can be friends like that again?"

"I don't see why not Cole. I mean we have to try something because I don't want to be awkward with you forever. I need a good relationship with you because we have two babies together and will be connected the rest of our lives." After Wyatt burped I kissed the side of his head and laid him down in the bassinet again.

"You're right. And I want to be friends again, we moved from talking for maybe a month or so to dating and we didn't have much time in between getting together and getting pregnant to really get to know each other right. I feel off the deep end and we got pregnant and then I just haven't had that time to really get to know you the right way." I nodded and took Az from him after she burped and got up and rocked her till she passed out and laid her down by her brother. "I look forward to trying to be friends again." Cole said well getting up and moving to the door but I stopped him and pulled him into my arms.