Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 21

I didn't get to sleep until about five am and then I was up at seven to get the kids to school.

"Dad! I don't know where my school bag is!" Bentley said well looking through the boxes in the garage.

"Honey you didn't keep it out of the boxes like I said to?" He looked at me and shook his head.

"I'm sorry, I forgot."

"Okay, what did you pack it with?" We had to leave in ten minutes so they wouldn't be late. "Bent what did you pack it with?"

"I don't know!" I groaned and put my head in my hands. I just need to take some deep breathes, it's fine, we will find his bag.

"Dad, it's okay. I saw him put it in and I took it out, I put it by the door." Aiden said and got in the van. Thank god to Aiden I got all the kids in the van and made sure June was watching Riley before going and dropping all the kids off. Finally when I got home I checked Ri and then went to watch some TV until Ty was calling for me. I went to see him and he was in the kitchen making himself some breakfast.

"Hey baby, I didn't hear you come into the room till late. Ri keep you up that long?" I shrugged and sat in the stool. "How are you feeling? Do you want to go take a nap?" I shrugged again and put my head down on the counter. "Seth?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you okay?" He came over to me and rubbed my back. I lifted my head to look at him and then moved to rub his stomach. "Hey, baby. Look at me." I kept my hand on his stomach and looked at him, he put both of his hands on the sides of my face. "Be honest with me babe... how have you been?" I closed my eyes and took some deep breathes, not wanting to start crying.

"Ty.... I know I should be here and I know you've dealt with a hell of a lot more than me but everything piling on at once and all of this happening at once is killing me. I can't take it all in and it's scaring me honestly. We have seven kids, going to be eight and one angel baby and one son in law and two grandbabies. Fuck Ty, I can't eat. I feel sick even at the thought of eating and I can't sleep and I got Ri on my schedule and I know that's bad but I need someone up with me in that time so I'm not alone. I can't function and I am literally losing my mind right now." I was hyperventilating by the end and had to get up and away from Ty to get outside. I paced the porch and Ty followed me.

"Baby, baby. Hey, come here babe. Sit down. There you go. Now, breathe with me. Deep breathe in, hold it for a second, now out. See Seth, you got it. Again. Good job." I did this a couple more times before I slumped against the railing. Jesus, this sucks. "Baby, I know it's a lot for you right now. Maybe you should go in and see Dr. Evens again. I know you are having a hard time and I know sometimes you need a break baby, I do too. We can get through this honey. Just take a deep breath and we will get through it together." I nodded and turned to Ty and pulled him into me for a hug. It's so weird holding him and feeling a baby between us, that isn't in my stomach.

"How have you been baby?" He played with the hair at the back of my neck and shrugged.

"A little sore and irritable, as you seen but I'm ok. This baby moves and stretches so much it's crazy and it hurts. But bathes usually calm them down." I nodded and rubbed his back and he moaned. "My back has been killing me. Thanks baby." I rubbed his back and just held him to me for a bit. Then June came out a couple minutes later with a screaming Riley.

"Your son has great lungs." I laughed and went to grab my baby boy from her and took him inside to the living room and fed him. He is only a week and four day old... me chubba baby boy. Ty came in and sat by me and watched me feed our boy.

"How does it feel?"

"You'll find out soon enough. It's really weird at first, but you get used to it." He nodded and rubbed his stomach. I looked down at my baby boy and all of a sudden got that bubble feeling in my chest and I had to slowly get up and pass Ri to Ty before going outside again. I fell to my knees and tried to take in some deep breathes but it was so hard, it felt like I was being chocked. Dad came outside to me and helped me ride out my attack before helping me up and getting me some water. I was panting and covered in sweat sitting on the chair on the porch. He came back out and Ty was behind him with Riley.