Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 40

 ~~~ Travis~~~

That was the scariest way to start my day. I'm still a little shaken and I was just finishing my food and then I was going to go watch the babies again. Cole looked at me when he was finished and just held my hand under the table. He was just running his thumb across my knuckles well I finished my food. It was really good but I was just so worked up and anxious it was hard to get down. No wonder Seth has a hard time eating. I finished and Cole brought our dishes to the sink. I got up and I was really clingy with Seth earlier, now I didn't want Cole to let go of me. I think he knew that to. He held my hand and we went back to the living room and moved the bassinet with the babies right by us well we sat on the chair. They should be waking up to be fed soon.

"Trav." I looked at Cole and then down at our hands and took mine out of his to start playing with his fingers. "Look at me hun." I slowly lifted my eyes to look at him and he used the hand I wasn't playing with to caress my cheek. "Az is fine. She didn't get hurt at all. She just got scared more than anything. Grandma checked her out and she said she was completely fine." I nodded and turned my cheek into his hold and closed my eyes. "You are doing such a good job. I'm so proud of you. I'm really hoping by the time school comes around again I will be able to fully help again. That gives me two months. But for right now, you doing this mainly by yourself, is amazing." I wanted to kiss him so bad. He has no idea how cute, sweet, lovable and just... Cole he is right now.

"I really needed to hear that. Thank you Cole." I opened my eyes and he gave me a cute small smile and nodded his head. He rubbed my cheek before taking his hand away and looking back at the babies who were starting to wake up. I stopped playing with his hand and grabbed Az well Cole grabbed Wyatt. We went back into the kitchen where Seth was at the table trying to eat some soup, it looked like he ate quite a bit already which is good. Micheal was there just watching him well Tyler was rubbing Seth's back and playing on his phone. We smiled at them when they looked up at us going in there and then got to making the babies their bottles. Cole handed me Wyatt and made them well I gently bounced the babies in my arms to keep them a little calm. When he finished we went into the living room and fed the babies.

"I was thinking we can go for a walk. You need time to calm down still and the babies love being outside." Cole suggested well looking down at Az. He fits in the role so well as their daddy. I wish he could see himself how I see him. When I didn't answer right away he looked up from Az and at me and I quickly nodded my head. "You okay?" He's the one that still looks so tired and sick but he's asking me.

"I'm okay. That's a good idea. Going for a walk would be nice." He nodded then and finished feeding Az well I finished with Wyatt. When they were done we burped that and then went downstairs to get them ready. Cole followed me into my room and I made him sit down and passed him Wyatt well I grabbed the babies some clothes. I am not going to trust myself and putting them just on the bed ever again. I grabbed Az a cute little dress with some leggings, I didn't want her to get cold and I grabbed Wyatt little joggers and a cute little hoodie. They're so cute and I can't believe Cole and I made them. It's so weird to look down at them and see little versions of ourselves. I grabbed Az from Cole and got to getting her dressed well Cole did Wyatt.

"Trav?" I wrapped a light blanket around Az and looked at Cole well picking her up. "Are you really okay? I'm not used to you being so quiet and it's making me a little anxious." He picked up Wyatt when we started getting fussy not being in one of our arms. I sighed and rocked Az and gestured that we should start upstairs. I passed Cole Az again and made sure there was diapers, wipes, extra clothes, binkys and blankets in the diaper bag before grabbing my daughter back and heading upstairs behind Cole. We got them in their stroller and then I finally turned to Cole and hugged him.

"I'm just in my head right now about how careless I was. I know it's not going to happen again, I'll make sure of it. I just have a lot on my mind but thank you for staying with me right now. I don't think I would be able to function if you weren't around me right now." He held me really close and tucked his head right under my chin. I had one arm wrapped around his waist and the other holding his head to my chest. I've missed him so much.