Family Problems (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 42

"Hey. Hey Will ,open the door. Will! Open the door!" I couldn't move. I felt like my legs were too heavy. I can't move. My breathing was getting more shallow and I could barley get a good breath in.

"Cole!" Travis's panic was so clear in his voice but I felt frozen. And then I fell to my knees, gasping. The was banging on the door and then I heard it crack and then banged open.

"Cole!" Dad's come rushing in and I was pulled into Dad's arms with Daddy holding my hand. Dad rocked me and rubbed my back. "Calm down baby. We're right here. We have you. Try and take a deep breath babe." It was so hard. I can barley focus. I tried like dad said to take a deep breath but I was gasping. "Okay okay. Shhh... I have you Cole. I'm right here. It'll pass babe. You're alright." Dad kept rocking me and rubbing my back and it felt like a lifetime before I finally got a decent amount of air in my lungs and it finally started getting easier to breathe. "There you go hun. Deep breaths." When I was panting and just holding onto Dad he tried helping me up and he took me to my room and everyone followed behind him. He took me to my bed and we sat down and he just held me in his arms again. I looked around Daddy was there and Aide and Travis and even Aria was standing by the door with Ryan. Fuck. I ruin everything.

"Cole are you okay?" Travis asked and he was crying. I hid my head in Dad's chest then and cried. That was so scary.

"You're okay babe. That was a panic attack. We will call your psychiatrist and doctor okay. You might just have to switch your meds. You're going to be alright baby." I cried even harder then. My dad had these almost everyday for a while. I feel so bad for him. I never want that to happen again. "Shhh..." He was rubbing my back and just holding me. I calmed down to just sniffles and I was almost falling asleep. I think Dad thought I fell asleep.

"What happened?" He asked everyone behind me. He kept ahold of me and held me a little tighter. I never felt more protected and safe. I loved my Dad's hugs and when he would just hold us. He's the strongest guy I know.

"We were just talking. I didn't mean to upset him." Aide cried and I heard Daddy say "No hun it wasn't your fault."

"Your Dad's right babe. It's not your fault. These can come on at anytime okay? It wasn't your fault." It sounded like Dad wanted to cry too.

"Was it because of me?" Aria cried. Fuck. I didn't mean to do this.

"No baby. You guys it was no one's fault okay? Your brother is dealing with anxiety and depression. These things will happen and we just need to be here for him and help as best we can okay? It's not your fault." I turned my head from Dad's chest and reached my hand out. Aria and Aide both moved to take it and we held each others hands.

"I'm okay." I kind of slurred. That attack took the little energy I had. They both cried harder and squeezed my hand. I leaned back on Dad and I passed out.

~~Seth~~

I looked at my babies in front of me and I had so much pain in my heart for them. Aria and Aiden were just hugging each other crying and Ryan was standing by the door and Travis was crying and Ty was hugging him and trying to calm him down. My poor kids. Thank god we had Ty's parents and Dad and Mom here since 8 this morning. The babies were with all of them. We were just setting the table when we heard Aiden and Travis freaking out and we raced down here to break the door down. Nothing could've prepared me for seeing my baby boy clutching his chest and gasping for air. My poor baby boy having a severe panic attack. I hope he never has one again. I held him tighter to me and I wanted to cry. I can feel how small he is. Aria is even taller than him and I know for a fact he is losing way too much weight. I feel like I might break him if I hold him too tight.