as we fall

i miss you

i remember the days when we
were close and
the days when we were
inseparable.
i miss those days when
we would sit outside catching
stars in our cold hands and i
would knead your fingers until
they practically melted into
mine
to keep them warm.
i miss the days before life hit
us hard on the head, stomped
on us with steel-tipped boots and
destroyed all the hope for the future
i never had.
the days before you turned away from
me and
turned to a life of things i couldn't
give you,
like normality.
you turned from our rocky, honest
love to
a much more sugar-coated one.
i miss the old you, the
you
that wasn't afraid to be the
last ones at the club,
the one who didn't need to drown
in alcohol before being honest.
just answer me this;
what changed?
...............................
dedicated to skanks because "damaged" gave me ALL THE FEELS
<3