as we fall

hypocrite

who
gives
a
damn?

me,
even though i pretend
otherwise.

even though i push
everyone away

i still care what they
think.

pathetic, right?

i say that
i want to be
alone

then i wonder why no one
has come to offer comfort

and i get
resentful.

i'm such a
pathetic
dumb
hypocrite

and i wish i could
change

but what is there to change
for?

in the end,
who cares anyway?

............
dedicated to 2happy2frown for the sweet comments that make me
smile <3

love you all!