as we fall

avalanche

buried under the sheets,
i suffocate in the empty space
where your head should've
been lying

the crushing silence
of hopelessness rolling over me
is soothing
compared to the shrieking
white noise
of the vacant lot
we used to refer to as "home"

the anger i once felt
swapped for
the depression of
indifference

i'm dying
in this avalanche
of memories

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dedicated to @ucantseemewhenimhere