as we fall

vendetta

tired of being cast aside
like i'm nothing, i wonder if
you even realize how you
treat people
i wonder if you even realize
how shitty you are;
learn that there's more to life
than if my socks match, because
i'm sick of your
desperation.
do you even know what you're
saying?
snap out of your fantasy,
your friends are sharks just
like you.
they'll bite the minute your
back is turned.
you're still in a fishbowl, you
know.
always looking out, you think
we can't see in,
but we know every damn
thought running through your
head,
and we hate you for it.
your tail flops over the edge,
onto the tabletop,
because there isn't enough
room for you to swim,
i may be alone
but at least i can move.
learn that i'm not
as stupid as i seem,
i'm not just swimming in
circles. i remember
everything you say,
every jab, every insult,
and watch out, because
you have sharp teeth,
but i'm too clever to
catch,
and i'll always be watching
from under the sand.

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i'm sorry, this poem isn't very good, but i'm tired and i still wanted to write something :(
<3