as we fall

bright eyes

i miss you, and it
hurts
so bad i can't
breathe.
i sit in our special place, on the
heavy
rock, and listen to your music (i
hate
it but it sounds like
nostalgia),
the really heavy rock,
loud.

and i miss your happy eyes,
bright,
and your fiery eyes,
bright,
and your sad eyes, still
bright,
and your loving eyes,
bright,
and all i see is your dead eyes,

dull.

..................................
for ellie.

<3